the heart's scarlet imprint.

random.

2011-10-25T22:36:00.002+08:00

life's been pretty much the same.
killed for birthday.

why do i always wanna sleep when i drink...
i wanna stay up for the whole sessions.
i'mma try harder the next time! grrr...

can't wait to go back home =)

ahhh... the good old times.

tuesday.

2011-09-27T21:26:00.002+08:00

isn't spring supposed to be here already.
it's so cold still.
but i like.

supposed to have chicken rice but it was sold out.
i'm supposed to cook it tomorrow for dinner anyways so it's alright.
watched HIMYM's latest episode along with family guy.

holiday mood feels so good.
but i think i'll start studying starting tomorrow.

time for face mask!

i just can't understand why some people can get so angry easily.
i mean what is there to be so angry about? when it's sucha small matter.
just chill and relax ah.
have some faith, trust.
relationships won't work if there no trust.
but we have to make the person be able to put trust in us.
don't know what you're thinking about.
i'm the one who you can rely on, when i'm around, you don't have to put up sucha fierce front.
just talk to me and let me know your thoughts. i will lend you my ears without a doubt.

holiday!

2011-09-26T19:04:00.003+08:00

the mid sems break is finally here.
time to catch up with some work and finish up the assignments.

recap of these week.
i can't really remember what's been done during the past week.
but i can only remember playing edward 40 hands twice in a row.
and some kids games yesterday.

bbq at home and good fortune duck rice at home!
i ate at least 1kg of just pork and beef, and then continued to playing edward 40 hands.
some crazy idea after watching HIMYM.

other than that,
life's been pretty good.
having fun with my best friends.
really nice to chill at home and just relax rather than going out.
but i've been called an autistic person now.
i guess i have to leave my room, get out and socialize more.

and i can't wait for the weights to come.
i'm really gonna be training to get a nicer body.
though there are lots of scars which i never wanna show anyone.
so it'll be for my own viewing pleasure.
time for a break. =)

why should a person you call a "friend" get jealous?

tired.

2011-09-06T20:15:00.002+08:00

what a love bite. this scars. hahaha. it's some good memory that i wouldn't forget.

anyways.
went to sing on saturday.
very lousy system but had some fun.
just that some of them couldn't really sing chinese songs.

uhm... feel lethargic everyday.
just don't wanna do anything at all anymore.

lets us both bounce bounce bounce together.

what a week.

2011-09-04T04:53:00.003+08:00

what a nice collection. i really like my room.

didn't do anything much during this week.
got alot of lectures to catch up on and work to do.
plus there'll be cleaning up of the house tomorrow too cause of the inspection which is gonna come in like a few more days.

this is a picture i really like.

have been drinking during the past two days.
enough already.

i really miss you. i hope you are always healthy and that one day i'll definitely become like you. i'll complete what you've started.
your dream is my dream.

what a weekend.

2011-08-28T20:26:00.003+08:00

ok. i think i only managed to sleep for 6 hours in the past 2 days.
anyway,
i felt so good on wednesday after the korean tut cause that marks the end of the week.
so it's time to have fun!

went to tong86 for a friend's birthday.

after that went to sing.

on friday was when loong ah came over to cook steak for us.
the meal was power la.
but before that i went to the city to buy a present, which is an apron with hello kitty on it for aunt dalvin.
i really appreciate all her help and care, looking after me. thank you =)

so saturday is caversham wildlife park day!!! but loong ah couldn't wake up cause we watched a movie till like 4 am? hmmm...
and so we headed over, had the sandwiches that i made, yum yum!

first time seeing kangaroos and koala.
they are actually pretty boring animals, but pretty cute.

then at night i headed over to applecross for aunt dalvin's birthday party.
so happy to see everyone again cause it's been ages since i went over to look for them.
it's like 2 hours away -.- so far.

headed to city to look for the 2/127 broadway hotel people. lol.
in the end most people came over to our place and watched american pie cause jackass couldn't load fast enough.
what a tiring day... time to start on my law assignment.

i am nothing to you like how you are nothing to me.

pizza day tuesday!

2011-08-23T22:19:00.007+08:00

i went to crash loong lecture and was so bored so i drew my upcoming hairstyle. hehehe.

today was a pretty tiring day.
i don't know what actually made me feel so tired.
i had about 5 or 6 hours of sleep though.

had a romantic candle light lunch with h-dragon today.
he cooked the steak which was very nice and there was even kimchi!

even candles and wine glasses. wooooo~

the korean test was pretty ok cause there was multiple choice,
but for the management accounting one wasn't that great despite all being multiple choice -.-
almost couldn't make it for that quiz.

and cause today's tuesday, we had dominos pizza!
ordered by H-D Ragon for this week!

anyway i feel so happy cause i skyped with my parents.
i gotta work hard to become like my dad one day.

been thinking through this for a long time now, i guess after all these years,
why don't i give myself a chance?
time to accept it.
and i'll try. =)

it's been so long.

2011-08-22T01:32:00.005+08:00

it's been so long since i've blogged.
and now i'm back here.

all these time, i guess i've changed. reading all my posts in the past.
i guess i was pretty childish in the past.
and even now too when i look at my posts now again in the future.

i haven't been able to feel this feeling where i used to be able to feel.
like one the feeling of you wanting something or a person so badly
ever since she left.

all i want my partner to be is pretty simple.
easy going, kind hearted and polite.
she doesn't have to look gorgeous or anything, just as long as she seems pleasant to my eyes.

i don't think i can really put myself into a serious relationship like i use to before.
cause everything just doesn't seem right.
is it the fear of having to lose someone again?
from friends to being in a relationship and then being friends again, or even strangers.
the deeper the love, the deeper the cut you will feel.

they say opposite poles attract.
but i guess we can only be friends

after all these while, i still can't accept something, which other guys can.
i think i'm just really too fucked up.

whatever i ask for, i always get something totally opposite of it.
maybe i shouldn't ask for anything at all.

it's time to keep silent and just see how things go.

but will you be the one who changes me for better and bring the best out of me?

i can't really seem to express my true self which is suppressed inside me.
even though i may seem all bubbly and smiling all the time.
there's always this dark side of me deep down and i know it's there.

waiting.

2011-08-10T18:58:00.002+08:00

waiting and waiting and waiting.
i don't really mind waiting.
but you expect me to wait for you hopelessly alone here,
while you fool around outside?
lying to me again and again,
but i'm not even saying anything.
not cause i don't care.

i don't think i'll need to explain any shit to you anymore.
just fuck off.

again

2011-08-01T19:20:00.002+08:00

why does this kinda people keep appearing in front of me.
you want, you come, don't want, just go.
i'm not gonna give a shit about you -.-
talk is cheap.
but your actions are even cheaper.

keeping choices open.

2011-07-03T22:40:00.002+08:00

when you said we should both keep our choices open,
i accepted what you said.
but i didn't know that by keeping our choices open,
you could go around,
hugging other guys and fool around.

enough said,
goodbye =)

friends.

2009-08-30T01:44:00.002+08:00

another weekend.
life was pretty much boring.

went to song lim and hong guan's birthday.
not bad.
lots of alchohol, music, people and fun.

and william's birthday too.

one thing stupid was when we were at bugis street 2nd floor.
i was desperate for the washroom cause i need to pee urgently.
and right in front me was it but i didn't see it.
but i went to ask one lady who practically giggled at me, cause it was right in front.
lol.
i guess i can be blind sometimes.

i cannot wait to get a long leave.
so i can go malaysia and visit my dad.
relax there a little cause when i'm there, there's nothing to think about.
life as a farmer is so stress free.

just 2 more weeks to endure before passing out again.
hopefully everything goes well.
tomorrow's book in.
just suck it up.

just finished watching the orphan and eating prata.
with the billa people. thanks.

ssc night again.

i think i need to be more social and make more friends i guess.
cause i feel that i lack of it and i'm missing out on alot of stuffs.
looking at others having so many friends in singapore, i feel kinda small.
i guess that's the bad thing about studying overseas eh.

i just need a break.

I'm back baby =)

2009-06-19T22:30:00.003+08:00

after sucha long time.
and when i look back, hmmm...
time seriously flies.
i've finished my high school, serving my ns for half a year already.
duty's shitty alright.
i can't imagine doing it until i ORD.
i just hope i get to go and become the instructor for SSC.
trainee days are the best.
and i miss my tekong platoon mates though.
also my 20th SSC batch guys.

lack of sleep, lack of sugar.
no entertainment.
it's kinda stressful but i guess like what they always say,
just take everything with a pinch of salt.

oh and i finally got my Basic theory test =)
next will be final. whahaha.
then i can drive.
i can't wait to drive.
but it's very risky though.

i can't wait to ORD and go back to studies.

and i feel kinda bored.
i haven't watched any movies for don't know how long already.
everyone's havin their own schedule.
no one's free.
it sure sucks though.

i've to book in again tomorrow morning.
so yeap i'll update whenever i'm free, jaa na

STORM!!!!!! take care guys.

feeling without a shelter.

2008-05-25T10:55:00.000+08:00

这感觉已经不对
我现在的家，已经不是我的家。

back.

2008-04-25T10:48:00.000+08:00

hmmm, i guess time really flies.
and i mean fly.
so fast.
so quick.
that we don't even realise it only until we sit down, quietly.
day dreaming and thinking...
hmmm oh shit.

it's already april.
and guess what?
i'm gonna be back in singapore in around 4 months.
hmmm maybe less.
like 3 months?

which makes me kinda sad though.
but happy.
kinda contradicting yeah?
even so, i have my reasons.

making friends who all are in the same situation as yourself.
being together and having fun for 1 year plus.
it may seem short to you guys, but it feels like we've known one another for more than a decade.
lol.
alright, i may be kinda exaggerating the time, but it just feels that way.

i know i haven't been calling home.
i've been thinking to.
but i just keep forgetting.
or maybe, i guess i'm just too lazy to step out of the house,
walk for like 103 steps to the nearest convenience store and ask the guy at the register,
hey can i have a 10 dollar calling card, and then walking back home again.
i do miss everyone though.

just wait.
soon i'll be back.
and serve the national service.

and i'm doing a report on singapore being authoritarian.
i was kinda surprised after reading some other reports on it.
being authoritarian actually makes the economy better.

and singapore's one of the 4 little tigers of asia.
lol, along with taiwan, hong kong and one more.

in economics, i just realized that singapore's gdp per capita is like the top tenth in the world.
ranking like number 6 or something.
i wonder why the first on the list is like some ulu ulu country which if i had stated it on here, you guys may not even have heard of it before.
the 2nd is like luxembourg or something like that.
we spend too much money.
save money!!!!!

speaking about money, i have to stop spending so much.
also, i'll be having a graduation dinner and dance tomorrow -.-
and i ain't prepared for it.
so i guess i'll just have to wear what i wore last year then.

i shall go finish up the report and studying for the test tomorrow.
holy shit.
i'm feeling so stupid and dumb right now.
so careless.
and my marks for calculus is dropping -.-
98, 88, 80, 92.
shit.
i wanted my calculus' average to be above 95 man.
and the test tomorrow and the one after it will be so difficult.
cause it will be on vector, geometry.
which is so confusing.
nevertheless, just try my best i guess.

and i've just started to understand economics.
only until now when it's been 4 months since the course started -.-
i just hope it ain't too late then.

geography is kinda improving.
from 72 to 80 right now.
i hope it'll keep increasing.
till then.
wish me the best.

and take care,
stay healthy.
be safe always. =)
and be happy ^^

2008-04-24T11:49:00.000+08:00

hey people.
yes, i'm back finally after so many months.
have been kinda bored and lazy to update due so some stuffs.

yeah and i'm still the same.
nothing much changed about me.

have been feeling kinda nervous about going into ns lately.
having those army dreams.
lol.
kinda weird yeah.
and time passes so fast.
justin's serving his time for already 1 month + already.
haha.
just wish him good luck and be safe all the time.

hmmm my family, kinda miss everyone eating on the same table.
but i guess to let that happen will have to take some time though.
cause everyone's out of the country.
javier in australia, me and sis in canada, dad and mum always going overseas, nic in singapore.
and d4e's busy.
those in army are in army, those studying are studying.
and chrysanthemum stage too.
malaysia and everywhere.
i'm wondering what should i do.
sigh.

and i'm gonna come back to canada to finish my university here.
i prefer the education system here actually.

and omg,
i'm dead meat.
gonna get a scolding again i guess.
i haven't asked my mum for money for the next semester =x.
uh oh.
and i don't really have much left with me right now.

i know i haven't been contacting many of you guys out there for a very long time,
but i'm very sure, i will soon =)
cause it's like i'm having a very busy and hard time over here right now.
so i hope everyone will take care of yourself.
don't do anything stupid.
do your best in whatever you do and you'll fulfill your dreams =)
good luck.
and i'll be back ^^

love all you people =)

2007-11-20T12:01:00.000+08:00

one] what is your natural hair color?
- black

[two] where is your default picture
taken?
- at the bbq of justin's house.

[thr ee] what's your middle name?
- Kuan.

[four] what color do you hate most?
- none.

[ five] does your crush like you back?
- don't know

[six] what is your current mood?
- -.- test tomorrow.

[seven ] what color underwear are you
wearing?
- brown.

[eight] what makes you most happy?
- almost everything i guess?

[nine] look at a picture/poster in
your room, who's on it?
- poster is simpsons, picture's my sister and i

[ten] if you could go back in time and
change something, what you would
change?
- i would stop eating that hotpot and get to know the girl LOL =x

[elev en] if you must be an animal for
one day, what would you be?
- bird.

[tw elve] ever had a near death
experience?
- alot.

[thirte en] something you do a lot?
- breathe.

[four teen] the song stuck in your head?
- longest movie by jay

[fifteen] what is your desktop
backgroun d?

lol.
- [sixteen ] what are you wearing?
- t shirt and shorts.

[seve nteen] when was the last time you
cried?
- 2 days ago LOL.
cause timmy wanted to compete and see who can tear first =x

[eightee n] have you ever sung in front
of a large audience?
- yes.

[ninetee n] if you could have one super
power what would it be?
- stop time

[twenty ] what's the first thing(s) you
notice about the opposite sex?
many people think guys look at girl's boobs first.
but no, jacky wu says that he will notice the girls eye first.
see if she's looking at him and then look at the boobs LOL.
nah mine's hair. i change all the time.

- [twenty -one] what do you usually order
from Coffee Bean?
- vanilla something.

[twe nty-two] what's your biggest
secret?
it's a secret -.-
[twen ty-three] favorite color?
- pink =x i should post a picture of my bed and stuffs one day lol.

[twent y-four] is it sunny or raining?
- snow.

[twenty- five] do you still watch kiddy
movies or TV shows?
- nah.

[twenty-six] what are you eating or
drinking at the moment
- nothing.

[twenty-se ven] do you speak any other
language?- hokkien, cantonese a lil, english, mandarin.

[twenty- eight] what's your favorite
smell?-
the scent of a girl's hair.

<>[twenty-nine] if you could describe
your life in one word what would it be?
- stressful

[t hirty] when was the last time you
received a hug?
- yesterday.

[th irty-one] have you ever kissed in
the rain?
- erm. no i guess?

[thirty -two] what/who are you thinking
about right now?
- exam tomorrow. thinking about the hot pot kid.

[thir ty-three] what should you be
doing?
- review for test.

[thirty -four] what was the last thing
that made you upset/angry?
- can't remember.

[thirty-f ive] how often do you laugh?
- most of the time.

[thi rty-six] do you like working in
the yard?
- never.

[thi rty-seven] if you could have any
last name in the world, what would you
want?
- nah. sim's the best.
but if you ask me what would i name my child.
my son, i will name him 帅气。
call when his teacher or anyone wanna call me, they will say “帅气的爸爸". lol.

[thirty-e ight] do you act differently
aroun d your crush/significant other?
- nah the same.

[t hirty-nine] name one song that
reminds you of an friend?
- 风。

[forty] who was the last person to
make you cry?
- timmy cause of the competition lol.

so bored so bored so bored.
test tomorrow.
test on thursday.
presentation on wednesday! argh argh argh.
where's my kisses? lol.

2007-11-19T02:22:00.000+08:00

hiding behind joyce lol.

in pizza pizza.

timmy trying to imitate joyce.

anna, timmy and coeus.

me imitating what timmy always does.

the girls getting high.

cheers to yumi-chan.

my lil sister and i.

drink drink drink =x

pictures as promised =)

off to do my work. jaa na. ^^

2007-11-18T13:26:00.000+08:00

gonna be gone soon. lol.
just let me be happy for now =x

The "Had To" section

1. If you HAD to get a tattoo, where
would you want it?
my whole back and i'm gonna get it after ns

2. If you HAD to dye your hair which
color would you choose ?
brown. never gold, blue, red or those weird colours.

3. If you HAD to get a piercing (THAT
ISN'T YOUR EARS) what would you get
pierced?
tongue.

4. If you HAD to change your
name...what new name would you choose?
my dad's name.

The "Would You?" section

1. If you could go bungee jumping,
would you?
never.

2. Would you move somewhere else, if
you could?
Yes, Gladly hope so.

3. If you were given the chance to go
to Paris, would you go?
I`d been there ord.

4. if you found 10 million dollars,
and it was YOURS to spend, what would
you do with it?
Buy a lambourgini, a big big big house, land, food and invest, save, give my parents and for charity.

The "Let's Say" Questions

1. Let's say you see a big ship
sink...only 3 people have a chance to
survive. The 3 people are Your Best
Friend, Your Boyfriend/Girlfriend , and
a long lost friend (that you don't
know too well)...who would you save if
you HAD to choose ONLY 1 person?
My best friend of course.

2. Let's say you became
President. ..what will u do first?
eliminate corruption

3. Lets say you had to eat a live
tarantula for $1,000..would you?
yeap.

4. Let's say you could star in any
movie (made or in the works) what
movie?
Secret.

The "Favorites" section

1. Color?
pink. my bed's pink, keyboard, mouse, pillow and a huge heart shape soft toy.

2. Current song?
最长的电影- jay

3. Shirt you own?
none.

4. Electronic device?
laptop.

5. Movie?
click and other romance plus comedy movies.

6. Book?
psychological books.

7. Pair of shoes?
nike

8. Sandal color?
black.

9. Hair color?
brown.

10. Eye color?
brown.

The "other stuff" section

1. What makes your bedroom unique?
nothing.

2. Who do you like?
too many to mention lol.

3. Do you go to parties?
quite often.

4. What's your favorite season of the
year?
winter

5. Do you like cheese?
a little.

6. What's bothering you now?
ns stuffs.

sigh. final's coming.
again... -.-

math test, chemistry test and BBB assignment on monday.
which means?
i have to work my ass off tomorrow to get all done.
so many stuffs, so little time.
gonna go back to singapore for 2-3 years already.
i don't really feel like going back though.
but it's good also so that i can see my family and friends.
i'll still miss the people here.
even though we just know each other for 1 year.
i feel like i've known them forever.
cause we hang out everyday.
and everytime.
every hour.
share everything.
good times, bad times together.

all the people.
because of national service, it caused us to part.
tmd.

went to sing just now cause of yumi-chan's birthday.

i know i haven't been updating lately but i'll try.
i'll try.
it doesn't mean the i'll for sure.
lol.

gonna go do some stuffs, some friends in my house right now.
gonna update pictures of today soon when i get it.
jaa na.

2007-11-01T09:43:00.000+08:00

Layer 1: On The Outside
Name: Coeus Sim Kuan Jie
Birthdate: October 20th
Current Status: Single.
Eye colour: Brown.
Hair Colour: Brown.

Layer 2: On The Inside
My heritage: don't know,
My fears: don't know
My weaknesses: don't know.
My perfect pizza: chicken!

Layer 3: Yesterday, Today, Tomorrow
My first thought of waking up: "shit! -.- 8.15 already. gonna be late again. tmd.?"
My bedtime: 1-3.
My most missed memories: CIC.

Layer 4: My Pick
Pepsi or coke: Coke
Macdonalds or Burger King: Macdonalds!
Single or group dates: Group.
Adidas or Nike: Nike.
Vanilla or Chocolate: vanilla.
Cappuccino or Coffee: Cappuccino.

Layer 5: Do You?
Smoke: no.
Curse: no.Take a shower: Yup.
Have a crush: no.
Go to school: yeap.
Believe in yourself: kinda.
Think you’re a health freak: nope cause i do not care..

Layer 6: In The Past
Drink alcohol: always lol.
Gone to the mall: not sure.
Dyed your hair: yeap.

Layer 7: Have You Ever..?
Played a stripping game: never.
Change who you were to fit in: never.

Layer 8: Are You Hoping To..?
Get married: yes.

Layer 9: In A Partner
Best eye colour: Brown.
Best hair colour: brown
Long or short hair: either or.

Layer 10: What were you doing?
A minute ago: getting ready to play AOC with timmy-si...
An hour ago: having ma dinner.
A Month ago: busy?
A Year ago: doing nothing.

Layer 11: Finish the sentences..
I love: my friends.
I hide: myself.
I miss: all my family and friends.
I need: a life.

Hello people! i know i haven't been updating for quite some time.
cause i'm kinda busy and also very lazy to update or reply messages.
but now i'm much more free to reply your messages and stuffs!
so hip hip hurray!

so much stuffs had happened during these 2 months.
i know which friends i can be with, which ones i shouldn't.
and my birthday was incredible.
a beautiful surprise i should say =)
thanks to everyone that came and celebrated for me and those that wished me happy birthday.

sorry if i don't reply you on msn cause i'm either having classes or sleeping.
the only time i will reply is within 7am-12am singapore's time. =)

and here are some photos to show you a little stuffs of my life here.

new student, crystal and i during wacky day.

before my birthday celebration surprise.

victoria's birthday at babyface.

wacky day!

peace out people =)

2007-09-17T01:39:00.000+08:00

hello people.
sorry that i haven't been updating as usual.
hmmm.

alright.
school's fun with the people.
and those people keep wanting me to get this new student.
but nah.
not my type.
lol. cause like they say there's this very ugly and fat guy who wants to get her, so they say i cannot lose to him =x
and his nickname is "he's ugly, but he's gentle"
if i lose my nickname will be "he's even uglier but not gentle"

and i'm back here to continue posting =x.

alright, if you guys know me well, you know i won't go for the girl. yes?
then life's still the same.
except that there's been some problems in school.
263's people already expected that cause job came back from thailand.
lol.
it's hilarious.
i just can understand why those chinese guys, and i mean chinese from china.
those guys keep thinking they're so cool.
lol.
they're just new students and they act like no one can beat them up.
and mess with us.
sigh.
they won't do it anymore i guess, at least not in front of us after we taught them a little lesson.

and the school's staffs are screwed up.

projects and presentations -.-
nothing to do.
so bored.

gonna have bbq this week at michael's house.
and for the first time, our school's gonna have this thing called "Wacky day"
where students can dress up like anything they want.
guys can dress like girls, girls can dress like guys.
anything you wanna do, the school ain't gonna say shit.
so i'm kinda looking forward to that day.
and also,
on tuesday it's pyjama day!
where the girls gonna wear their sexy pyjamas =x
but see-through's ain't allowed LOL.

so many activities next week.
and candy grams too.
i planned to give this girl who came here on march.
but she transferred school -.-

so not much of updating.
i'll just post some pictures next week.
and you'll know how much fun are we having =x

2007-09-07T12:09:00.000+08:00

finally the wireless internet is done -.-
and like school's ok.
i'm gonna get my money tomorrow
but i have to pay almost all of it for the fees.
damn.

i forgot to hand up my assignment today for BBB.
miss arrun's surely gonna say shit tomorrow.
sigh.

sigh.
sigh.

anyway's school's been kinda fun until now.
i've finished 3 tests.
and i have 1 more tomorrow. and a quiz -.-

my quiz and test for BBB was not bad.
overall is liike 80+ close to 90.
i hope i can keep this up.
others, i think i gonna screw it up.
computer science's test is so freaking hard.
advanced functions too.

i'm gonna go sleep.
jaa na.

can someone just save me from this shit.
i just hope it turns better soon.

2007-09-04T01:00:00.000+08:00

SEVEN THINGS IN YOUR ROOM :
1. Laptop
2. Watch
3. Pillow
4. table
5. bed
6. bag
7. light.

SEVEN RELATIONSHIP Q'S.:

1. Do you like anyone?
- everyone.

2. Does someone like you?
- don't think so.

3. Last real crush?
- don't know.

4. Been lead on?
- nope.

5. Been cheated on?
- nope.

6. Want a relationship?
- alot.

7. Wanna get married?
- yes.

SEVEN THINGS/PEOPLE YOU CAN'T LIVE
WITHOUT:

1. Laptop
2. family
3. friends.
4. cell phone.
5. eat
6. drink
7. sleep.

SEVEN THINGS ON YOUR MIND:

1. shit, school's gonna start again tomorrow.
2. i wanna go to pool bar.
3. ns -.-
4. hope school's gonna be fun tomorrow.
5. test tomorrow -.-
6. skin's fucked up.
7. i wanna go sing.

SEVEN OTHER THINGS:
Do You:

1. Believe in God?
- yes.

2. Had a dream come true?
- yes.

3. Read the newspaper?
- yes.

4. Pray?
- yes.

5. Have a job?
- no.

6. Have braces?
- soon ^^

7. Wish on stars?
- shooting star, yes.

SEVEN HAVE YOU EVER:

1. Fallen in love?
- yes.

2. Kiss someone of the same sex?
- yes.

3. Swam in the dark?
- yes.

4. Been to a Bonfire?
- no.

5. Ran away from home?
- no.

6. Played strip poker?
- yes.

7. Pulled an all nighter?
- yes.

SEVEN THINGS IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE
YOU:

1. Cried?
- no.

2. Had fun?
- Yes.

3. Been kissed?
- yes.

4. Felt stupid?
- Yes.

5. Talked to an ex?
- Nopes.

6. Missed someone?
- yes.

7. Hugged someone?
- yes.

Part 1: The Birth of You

Were you a planned baby?:
- yes.

Were you the first?:
- last -.-

Who was present at your birth?:
- doctor, family.

Were your parents married when you
were born?:
- yes.

What is your birthdate?:
- 20th october.

Part 2: The Family

Are you parents married or divorced?
- Married.

An only child?:
- 4 child including me.

If you have siblings are you oldest,
middle, or youngest?:
- youngest

What are your siblings names?:
- javier, nicholas, jem.

Which parent do you get along with
best?:
mum.

What do you fight about?:
nothing.

Do you have step parents?:
- nah.

Part 3: The Friends

Do you have more than one best
friend?:
- more than 10.

What do you like to do when you are
together?:
- everything.

Do you share the same interests?:
- yes. most of them.

Which friend can you tell anything to?:
- coeus.

Part 4: Your Personality

How high/low is your self esteem?:
- high.

Do you get depressed about things
easily?:
- no.

Are you an extrovert (outgoing) or an
introvert (reserved)?:
- introvert.

Are you happy?:
- kinda.

Do you live life to the fullest?:
- yes.

Part 5: Appearance

Are you comfortable with the way you
look?:
- no.

Describe your hair?:
- long, black with sideburn brown and the back brown.

How do you dress?:
- casually.

Part 6: The Past

Were you a strange child?:
- no.

What did you use to love that you no
longer do?:
- toy cars.

Do you have the same friends?:
- yes, d4e.

Was there anything in your past that
was traumatizing?:
- falling off the double bed.

Part 7: The Future

What is your ambition?:
- superman.

Are you scared of growing old?:
- no.

Do you want to get married?:
- yes. hopefully before 30 and after 25.

Part 8: The Outdoors

Do you prefer indoors or outdoors?:
- outdoors.

Favorite Season:
- What season you want?
winter. so that my skin can be nice again -.-

Do you like walking in the rain?:
- yes.

Part 9: Food

Are you a vegetarian?:
- no.

What is your favorite food?:
- everything.

What food makes you want to gag?
- sushi.

What is your favorite dessert?
- choco chip.

What is your favorite restaurant?:
- cafe cartel so far.

Are you a fussy eater?:
nah.

Part 10: Relationships and Love

Are you single or taken?:
- almost single but not yet taken although single and not taken even though almost taken but not single and single but not taken.

If taken who is the lucky guy/girl?:
- you guess =p

Do you think love is the best feeling
in the world?:
- kinda.

Do you believe in love at first sight?
- yes after i met her =x

Part 11: Experiences

What was one of your greatest
experiences?:
- everyday.

What was one of the worst?:
- ns.

Have you ever done drugs?:
- lots =x

Have you ever thought you were going
to die?:
- yes now.

lol 6 smokers in one washroom.

jen, coeus, vic.

looks like a business man in office eh? lol.

poor michael. SM lol.
what a violent girlfriend he has.

victoria, sokret, wei wei, ting, vincent, jessie, timmy, joyce, coeus, jen.
had so much fun ^^

have a meal before the party starts.

michael after drinking lol.

sokret.

michael looks drunk eh =x

what a lucky guy he is lol.

drunk drunk coeus.

yo -.- 4 girls around me~~~ lol.

all the gays. don't ask me why i posed like that.
it's because i was chosen to pose like that -.-

the guys.
vincent, timmy, michael, sokret, wei wei and i.

2007-09-03T16:58:00.000+08:00

hey.
internet's still screwed up.
the person's gonna come tomorrow to fix it.

i feel like i've lost contact with the outside world for so long.
no cellphone for like almost 9 months.
no internet for 1 week.
sigh.

test coming up.
i guess it's a good time for me to study without these distractions.
and now my skin's fucked up.
sigh sigh sigh.

and my sister got one of her friend to stay over at our house -.-
which my mum keep reminding me to not bring anyone over to our house to stay.
there's always the second time -.-

had steamboat in victoria's house with,
wei wei, ting, joyce, timmy, michael, jessie, victoria, sokret, me, my sis, vincent.
played cards and drank.
had alot of fun.

next day watched ghost movie at her house again.

went to walmart today to get our stuffs.
and to the vietnamese supermarket to buy some food.
cooked.

don't know what to do tomorrow.
just sleep i guess.

photos to be uploaded soon =)
jaa na.

do over, again.

2007-08-31T09:56:00.000+08:00

back people =)
internet's screwed up.
so i'm using timmy's laptop to update my blogs so that i can keep some of my fans entertained =x
LOL.

alright.
school was ok.
as usual.
i'm just glad that our VP is on vacation.
i still can't have my meals cause my ID card is with him.
i was caught for my hair and shoes, so he took it away -.-
damn.

and my computer science teacher is so lazy -.-
don't want to teach me cause i joined the class like 1 week after school started.
lol.
luckily in that course we can just copy and get 80+ %.

it's friday tomorrow.
and i'm kinda excited.
cause we gonna have a party to celebrate sokret and victoria's 5th month anniversary.
they decided to have a party to celebrate and as well as pass our long weekend since we have nothing to do.

and i don't know what to do for my long weekend.
already.

oh and job's back.
the first day of school and he wants to find some trouble.
but it was damn funny seeing him tease the hong kong guy.
sokret and i were like laughing like crazy.
lol.

i have international business quiz tomorrow -.-
off to study then.
jaa na =)

it would've been our 6th month together soon.

2007-08-30T06:01:00.000+08:00

muahahaha.
everyone in school have to cut hair.
except me =p
LOL LOL LOL.
and i changed my course from Geography4U to Computer Science 4M.
muahahaha.
so happy.

and here's the picture of the view in alaska.

ain't it beautiful?

and this is the hotel room i slept in alone.

so nice ^^

this is timmy and his new kid ^^

nah it's just a vietnamese kid from this manicure store.

and lastly here's my study table in the apartment.

ain't it just cool?

wei wei kept forgetting to bring my geography textbook.
but i already dropped the course so i dont' need it anymore ^^

then nicole that girl -.-, she wanted to type "u so stupid" but instead she typed "i so stupid"
she keep giving excuses that she typed it wrongly.
but it's the truth lol.

carmen that dumb dumb forgot i'm already in canada and she asked if i wanted to watch a movie with her.
lol.

sokret wants to break my sofa bed =(((
no~~~~~~~~

yes and michael gonna move to our apartment.
he's gonna be our neighbour ^^
wooo~~~

gonna go for dinner with my sista!
so jaa na =)

let's go baby ^^

2007-08-29T10:41:00.000+08:00

hello people.
i'm back finally.

first day of school sucked.
i didn't wear a black leather shoe to school cause it was still in victor's house and i haven't got it back yet.
so the VP didn't allow me to go for classes.
he wanted me to cut my hair too.
so he took my ID card.
cause in our school, without an ID card, the staffs will not serve you.
but i'm smart enough =)
so i could have my meals and stuffs.

i waited 2 hours for the damn counselor who went for meeting.
so i got my blue form only during lunch.

i don't like periods 2 and 5 cause it's so god damn boring.
1 and 4 is fun =)

and i've been installing the furnitures and stuffs.
doing homework.
sleeping early.
waking up so that i won't be late for school.

i still haven't checked out from pine hall which i will soon.
and i don't have money!
i only have 5 bucks in my debit card -.-
i owe victoria 160 bucks which i'm kinda embarrassed about.
cause of the furnitures and stuffs which my sis borrowed.
i owe victoria cause i'm supposed to share it with my sister.

the money will only arrive during september the 7th.
so for now, i'll have no money =(
it's so hard.

and my n-gage is screwed up again.
i can't charge it or turn it on.
damn -.-

alright, i'm feeling so worn out nowadays.
so jaa na =)

说你爱我。

2007-08-26T06:41:00.000+08:00

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
A: Yes.

Q: Been arrested?
A: nope.

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: yes.

Q: You like someone?
A: yes.

Q: Held a snake?
A: yes. a more than 1 metre python.

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: no.

Q: Been fired from a job?
A: No.

Q: Sang karaoke?
A: always.

Q: Done something you told yourself
you wouldn't?
A: yes.

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: always when i'm in canada.

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: yes! no taste =x

Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: yes.

Q: Sang in the shower?
A: always.

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: yeap.

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all
your clothes on?
A: during my farewell party by d4e.

Q: Broken a bone?
A: soon.

Q: Shaved your head?
A: many times that's why my dad calls me botak! and i'm gonna go for ns soon.

Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: always.

Q: Had/have a gym membership?
A: no.

Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: yes LOL =x my fault my fault =p

Q: Shot a 'gun'?
A: no.

Q: Donated Blood?
A: nope.

Q: Had your heart broken?
A: yes.

Q: Broken someone's heart?
A: Don't think so.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Who was your last?"
just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with?
A: 1405 people.

3. You were in a car with?
A: my driver.

4. Went to the movies with?
A: fucky and jeff.

5. Went to the mall with?
A: 1405 people.

6. You talked on the phone with?
A: my mum.

7. Made you laugh?
A: 1405 people.

8. You hugged?
A: sokret.

10. You cried with?
A: no one.

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose,tongue or lips or
all three ?
A: none.

2. Be serious or be funny?
A: funny.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
A: whole.

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
A: shot.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
A: moon,

2. Winter or Fall?
A: winter and it's coming ^^

3. Left or right?
A: left.

4. Sunny or rainy?
A: sunny.

6. Where do you live?
A: ontario hamilton.

7. Favorite Song?
A: too many -.- one's bao hu se.

8. Do you want to get married?
A: Yes.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
A: Twirl.

10. Where's 11 and 12?
A: don't know.

13. Do You Cook?
A: yes. have to cause i'm living in an apartment and no one will cook except for my sis and i.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
A: sokret.

2. Sang?
A: yes.

3. Been hugged?
A: by sokret.

5. Danced Crazily?
A: yes LOL.

6. Cried?
A: no.

7. Liked someone you can't have?
A: yes.

1. Three Names You Go By:
Fucky, Jeff, Nik.

2. Three Things You Are Wearing Right
Now?
ring, bracelet, necklace.

Love Survey

You must answer every question
TRUTHFULLY

[01] Do you still have feelings for
your ex?
yes.

[02] Have you ever been given roses?
soon i guess.

03] What is your all-time favorite
romance movie?
ichigo 100%

[04] How many times have you honestly
been in love?
err... lost count.

[05] Do you believe that everyone has
a soul-mate?
sure.

[06] Whats your current problem?
i have to cut my hair! argh.

[07] Have you ever had your heart
broken?
yes.

[08] Your thoughts of online or long
distance relationships?
hmmm, it might be difficult at first.
but it does work out =)
maybe not for everyone.
it needs trust.
and both have to be faithful and committed enough.
also have to be patient.
and love =)

[09] Have you ever seen a friend as
more than a friend?
yes.

[10] Do you believe the
statement, "Once a cheater always a
cheater"?
no.

[11] How many kids do you want to have?
4!

[12] What is your favorite color(s)?
all.

[14] Do you believe you truly love only
once?
nope.

[15] Imagine you're 69 & your spouse
just died, would you get re-married?
no -.- i'll just die too.

[16] At what age did you start
noticing the opposite sex.
since i was born -.-

[17] What song do you want to hear at
your wedding?
don't know.

[18] Do you know someone who likes you?
yes =x

[19] Do you like anyone?
yes ^^

[20]Do you believe in second chances?
of course.
everyone deserves a second chance.

1. a random guy/girl comes up to you
and says 'hey babe'. how do you react?
- hello baby =) and a hug.

2. what was the last thing you put in
your mouth?
- ice cream.

3. what does your last text message
say?
- bye bye baby.

4. the last song you listened to?
- tao tai.

5. what's irritating you this very
moment?
- school.

6. where is the rest of your family
right now?
- singapore.

7. what did you do yesterday?
- install the furnitures and stuffs.

8. pick a scar on your body, how'd you
get it?
- cut on my hand.

10. what do you want to do when you get
out of high school/college?
- ns =x

11. how old is your mom?
- 42.

12. are you signed onto MSN?
- yes. 24/7 =x

14. who's your most religious friend?
- dont' know.

16. if you could change your name to
anything what would it be?
- still coeus.

17. what's the best compliment someone
has given u?
- you're mature, gentle but takes his stand whenever he needs to.
committed and faithful.

18. what do you hate most about your
school?
- rules.

19. how often do you curse?
- i don't curse.

20. last time you took a plane ?
- 2 days ago -.- and the plane was delayed!

21. how many times a day do you log
into myspace?
- had one but seldom log in.

22. last profile you went into?
- my own profile.

23. what's the first thing you would do
with five million bucks?
- take 3 million and put in the bank.

24. do you like this survey so far?
- yes.

25. who's the fourth person on your top
friends, and why?
- jayson. cause i like.

26. how would you react if numbers
three, six, and eight on your top
friends all of a sudden hated you?
- screw them up.

27. next thing you'll spend money on?
- food -.-

28. what's one toy you remember having
in the 90's?
- my la bi xiao xin!

29. if you had a daughter what would
you name her?
- not sure yet.

30. look through the nearest window,
what do you see?
- cars.

31. what's your mousepad look like?
- none.

32. who's someone you drifted from that
you wish you were closer?
- errr. someone.

33. which of your friends do you argue
with most?
- never argued with my friends.

35. what's your dream job?
- superman.

36. who's the last person that you felt
was stalking you?
- paparazzi.

37. if you could have any car what
would it be?
- lambourgini.

38. what's your favorite breakfast
food?
- frosties.!

39. how do you like your eggs?
- the ones that i cook.

41. how about a tattoo?
- no thanks.

42. what mood are you in?
- bored.

43. what's a movie you want to see in
the theatres?
- evan almighty.

44. if you had to live somewhere else
where would it be?
- singapore.

45. what's the last four numbers of
your phone number?
- 7959.

46. how many hours did you sleep for
last night?
- 8.

47. where will your next car ride be
to?
- school.

48. if you could live in any tv show
- hmmm. guess guess guess.

49. what video game do you play most
often?
- none.

50. what are you wearing right now?
- portugal shirt.

1) Single, Taken, Naked, or Flirty??
- Single, not taken, not naked and not really flirty.

2) Are you happy with that? ~
- no.

3) Have you ever had your heart broken?
- think so.

4) Do you believe that there are
certain circumstances where cheating is
ok?
- yes.

6) Have you ever talked about marriage
with another person?
- yes.

7) Do you want children?
- yes.

8) How Many?
- 4

9.) Would you consider an
adoption?
- no.

10) If someone liked you right now,
would you want them to tell you?
- yes please.

11) Do you want someone you can't have?
- i think so.

12) Have you fallen in love?
- yes.

13) Do you believe in celebrating
anniversaries?
- yes.

14) Do you believe that you can change
for someone?
- can't entirely.

15.) Is it a good day?
- kinda.

16) Have you ever broken a heart
before?
- no i guess.

17) Does your ex still have feelings
for you?
- don't know.

18) Do you still have feelings for
them?
- yes.

2007-08-25T20:51:00.000+08:00

went to sushi star yesterday.
was so happy seeing sokret and michael and jessie after 1 month.
i'm still kinda excited to see wei wei cause they said he changed alot.

felt so tired cause i didn't sleep the previous night.
i slept at 11.30 yesterday. lol.
and woke up at 7.

okay.
and we gonna go for breakfast at victoria's house.
she's like our breakfast maker la.
then my sister will be the one for dinner.

just a word of advice, people.
keep a low profile.
problems will come to you when you're not.
there'll be people who starts to hate you and like you.
don't make too much noise.
so what if you look good, as in pretty or handsome?
there'll be people who will give comments about you, regardless of good or bad, they decide.
don't be too happy when people say that you're good looking.
cause looks ain't nothing without talent.
when you get older, your good looks, start to fade away.
so you'll just be an empty vase.

i'm glad i know how to sing, dance, play almost all kinds of sports that everyone plays.=x
at least i think this is counted as some "talents"
and i always give my friends surprise cause they don't think i know how to sing or dance or play some sports. ^^

i know this might sound a little ridiculous but,
people, take this advice.
keep a low profile =)

jaa na.

i've never expected anything from you except to be faithful.
someday we shall get drunk together ^^.
you think just too much. =x

2007-08-25T10:23:00.000+08:00

-.- the school's getting more and more screwed up.
everyone's hair so long.
and now they say we have to cut it.
if we don't, they gonna get a barber to school.
so no choice. have to cut.
damn.

baby i'm too lost in you.

2007-08-24T18:15:00.000+08:00

1. real name
coeus.

2. like it -
love it.

3. single or taken -
single.

4. zodiac sign -
libra

5. male or female -
male.

6. elementary -
chongzheng primary.

7. middle -
EastViewSecondary.

8.high school-
CIC.

9. eye color -
Brown.

10. hair color -
Brown.

11. long or short -
Long.

12. favorite color -
all.

13. favorite animal -
all.

14. alcoholic drink -
~waterfall! =x

15. are you a health freak -
no.

16. height-
176.

17. do you have a crush on someone?
no.

18. do you like yourself? -
KINDA?

19. piercings? -
2 on left ear 1 on right.

20. tattoos -
none.

21. righty or lefty -
lefty.

FIRSTS :

22. first surgery -
never.

25. first award -
when i was born.

26. first sport -
cycling.

27. first pet -
fish.

28. first vacation -
Malaysia

30. first crush-
kindergarten.

32. first city to live in -
Tampines

CURRENTLY:

34. hair -
long.
nah！

35. thinking about -
what to do tomorrow.

49. eating -
nothing.

50. drinking -
ma saliva.

52. i'm about to-
sleep.

53. listening to -
the one i love ain't my love.

55. waiting for -
you.

57. wearing -
red soccer jersey.

FUTURE :

58. want kids?:
4.

59. want to get married?:
yes.

60. career ?
yes.

WHICH IS BETTER WITH THE OPPOSITE
SEX? :

68. lips or eyes?:
eyes.

69. hugs or kisses :
both.

70. shorter or taller:
just a little shorter.

71. tan skinned or light:
light？

72. romantic or spontaneous:
both.

73. dark or light hair :
any.

74. athletic or normal
athletic.

75. hook-up or relationship:
both.

76. similar to you or different:
similar.

HAVE YOU EVER :

78. kissed a stranger:
yes.

79. drank bubbles:
yes.

80. broken someone's heart:
don't think so.

85. been arrested:
soon.

86. turned someone down:
yes.

87. cried when someone died:
yes.

DO YOU BELIEVE IN:

89. yourself:
sure.

90. miracles:
i do.

91. love at first sight:
yes.

93. Santa claus:
yes.

94. Sex on the first date:
yes.

95. Kissing on the first date?
i already said yes for sex -.-

96. Angels:
i am one ^^

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY :

98. Is there one person you want to be
with right now?
yeah.

99. Had more than one
boyfriend/girlfriend at the same time?
no i think. =x

2007-08-24T17:57:00.000+08:00

hey people.
i'm finally in canada right now.
in my apartment at last.

what a hectic killer flight.

but i'm glad i'm back home.
jessie's mum offered to send me back home but i didn't not accept her offer cause they live in toronto.
if they go to hamilton i think they'll reach home only at 6 am.

i'm back here, saw timmy and my sis.
feel so relieved.
time for me to rest though.

jaa na =)

我知道你我都没有错，
只是忘了怎么退后。

i'm missing you.

2007-08-24T01:27:00.000+08:00

Your view on yourself:

Other people find you very interesting, but you are really hiding your true self. Your friends love you because you are a good listener. They'll probably still love you if you learn to be yourself with them.

The type of girlfriend/boyfriend you are looking for:

You are a true romantic. When you are in love, you will do anything and everything to keep your love true.

Your readiness to commit to a relationship:

You are ready to commit as soon as you meet the right person. And you believe you will pretty much know as soon as you might that person.

The seriousness of your love:

You like to flirt and behave seductively. The opposite sex finds this very attractive, and that's why you'll always have admirers hanging off your arms. But how serious are you about choosing someone to be in a relationship with?

Your views on education

Education is very important in life. You want to study hard and learn as much as you can.

The right job for you:

You have many goals and want to achieve as much as you can. The jobs you enjoy are those that let you burn off your considerable excess energy.

How do you view success:

You are confident that you will be successful in your chosen career and nothing will stop you from trying.

What are you most afraid of:

You are concerned about your image and the way others see you. This means that you try very hard to be accepted by other people. It's time for you to believe in who you are, not what you wear.

Who is your true self:

You are mature, reasonable, honest and give good advice. People ask for your comments on all sorts of different issues. Sometimes you might find yourself in a dilemma when trapped with a problem, which your heart rather than your head needs to solve.

When it comes to love, you fall in love very quickly and easily.
You give 85% to your relationship and expect to receive 15% in return.
If there is a problem in your relationship, you are able to confront it in an optimistic way and full of hope. You want to work it out right away, all by yourself.
You need lots of reassurance in your relationship. You'd like to see your loved one every day, if possible.
You accept your loved one the way they are. You don't expect him or her to change for you.
When you love someone, you tend to stay in love for a long time.

How attractive are you?

Quite Good

You can easily attract the opposite sex but you don't easily fall into a love trap. Your sense of humor makes people want to be around you. Being with you is so much fun!

What kind of person are you?

Here is the analysis:

You are an outgoing and cheerful person. Although you get frustrated sometimes, you get through hard times easily and are joyful again.

Your friendly personality makes you attractive in the eyes of the opposite sex, but this makes your spouse feel insecure. Your lack of emotion is a disadvantage, but your candor has made you popular.

Friends of your gender find it hard to understand you because of your innocent thinking. But this is your advantage as it attracts members of the opposite sex who have the same personality as you.

2007-08-23T22:54:00.000+08:00

alright.
let me update a little about the previous outings.

jeff came.
and we went to k box at cineleisure.
with vincent, justin, nik, fucky, jeff and i.
d4e's.

we had the k buffet where you can have buffet and then sing for just 28+++.
had alot of fun.
sang sang.

just look at the pictures and you'll know how much fun we had =x

the gay jay chou and coeusiiii.

jeff and i ^^

me doing the fei yu qing pose =x during qian li zhi wai.

aiyo what's with the microphone?!!! haha.
mine still looks ok but jeff's looks so obscene lol.

jeff, justin and vincent.

the 4 stages of the chrysanthemum.
short of jayson and javier lol.

look! it's ultramans.

lol. fucky sia doing his usual face =x

the drug addict and the dumb shit. =x

shit, my hair's covering my whole face.

nah it doesn't hurt.

the depressed three.

was a blast.

then the next day we went to have steamboat at marina south with,
jayson, jeff, nik and i.
chrysanthemum stage's.

jeff with his dumb dumb face =x

candid shot of ah lu.

shot of me eating watermelon =x

look at jeff -.- cooking the watermelons with butter.
and he told them to faster take, take the chef which is him -.-

i don't know why this was taken lol.

chef jayson proudly presents, FRIED WATERMELON!

our half shell crab with egg shells and fried watermelon.
credits to jeff and jayson.

jeff's shirt.
adidas, ain't it nice?

nik, jayson, boss of club instinct, jeff and i.

coeusi and jeff.

aiyo aiyo, bu cuo oh ^^

the 2 guys with a ring and bracelet with my bro. LOL.

ok and after that.
next day went to bugis.
no pictures though.

watched 881 again.

then didn't do anything cause was supposed to meet carmen.

and went home to pack stuffs.

next day mum woke me up.
reached the air port
xue ying, bonnie, chan came.
jeff, fucky, nik, my uncle, grandma, dad and mum sent me off.

i really hate take long distance plane.
sigh.
luckily i have to take it only one more time in the next 3 years.
which is during december when i have to go back to singapore for ns.
heng ah ^^

the flight delay delay delay until i felt very frustrated leh.
then took a bus to the
Alyeska hotel.
around 1 hour.
luckily there's this little girl who's the same age as me to entertain me.
she thought i was korean and she used some korean to talk to me.
but i couldn't understand.
lol.
i replied to her in mandarin and then she came to know that i am from singapore.

the hotel's big and nice.
alone in a big room ^^

shall be reaching toronto around 11.45 am friday singapore time ba.
then have to take cab for 1 hour to hamilton.
tmd.
if i knew this was gonna happen, i'd rather take the same plane as jenn shi and lydea which is on the 27th of august -.-
nnb.

aight i'll go to the little girl's room le.
jaa na.

2007-08-23T22:35:00.000+08:00

oh man this is seriously fucked up.

okay. got onto the plane from singapore to hong kong.
the man who was seating beside me, his breathe could suffocate me to death.

it was a freaking long flight man.
we alighted at anchorage for some inspection and the flight was delayed for like 6 hours cause of some problems on the plane.
the blades were damaged.

then we had to stay in a hotel in anchorage.
luckily there was this girl to entertain me.
telling me jokes and stuffs.

sigh.
another day just past because of this dumb shit -.-

2007-08-22T15:45:00.000+08:00

hello bitches.
i'm in hong kong right now.

the flight just now was horrible.
cause the seat sucks.
and the old man beside me, his breathe could suffocate me.
my butt hurts right now.

feel so lonely, being alone.
alone... alone...

flight is at 4.20.
another 20 more hours.
i think i might die inside.
so please be prepared =x

2007-08-21T04:29:00.000+08:00

hey people.
flight at 10.55am.
if you wanna send me off then be there around 8.30 ba =)

didn't do much nowadays.
went to sing.
k buffet.
was a blast.

tonight went to club instinct after steamboat at marina.
shall update more briefly tomorrow ba.
it's already 4+ now.
and i have to wake up at 9 am tomorrow.
jaa na.

=)
so happy ^^

2007-08-18T16:17:00.000+08:00

have you ever loved someone that you can give them an arm for.

sigh.
i can't sleep well nowadays.
don't know why.
keep having those dreams.

hungry ghost festival le ^^

went to school to find zj for sakae.
sat with joanne, ee xuan and zj at coffeeshop waiting for jon to finish his dnt stuffs.
but they decided to go explore laopo's new house.
so we went there.
slacked awhile then went back to the coffeeshop.
fetch jon.
and we went to sakae at century square.
saw mabel that girl with her boyfriend.

the buffet was fabulous.
kinda fun with those people.

after that i went back home.

then went to paradiz to play pool with my lao da, bro and cousin.
after that went for dou hua.

and home.
felt so tired man.
but when i laid on my bed.
i just couldn't sleep.

today.
woke up at 2pm.
did nothing but watch tv.

i want to watch the fireworks later on but it seems like everyone's got their company already.
so i guess i'll just watch it alone.
or just slack around ba.
gonna go MOS later.
just hope the bouncer lets me in lol.

alright.
bye bye.

it feels so empty without me.

2007-08-16T23:06:00.000+08:00

DRINK FOR DRUNK, DRINK NOT DRUNK, DRINK FOR WHAT.

alright, back in east coast and got nagged by parents saying i forgot them
which i did not -.-

sigh.
nothing to do.
jaa na...

when i'm gone...

2007-08-16T18:29:00.000+08:00

FREEZE! YOU KNOW THIS, IT'S ME BITCHES!

i just woke up.
ai yo wei ya.
1 day wasted just like that.
sister gonna go back tomorrow.

and it'll be my turn soon.

yesterday went to this pub at parklane.
then went to zouk.
it's so crowded cause mambo night.
we have free entry.
whahaha =x
saw my brother inside lol.

i swear those waterfall or what alchohol sure sucks lol.
they burn the alchohol and have to drink it one shot.
ewwwww.
but got kick ^^
before going to zouk we already drank alot.
cause they wanted to get high before going to the club.

then i came back.
tonight have nothing to do.
boss not free for dinner today.

tomorrow gonna go coffeeshop for joanne's treat first.
then go sakae with my laopo for buffet.
woah so long never eat le =x
at night then go dinner with lao wang.
his treat for dinner.
then maybe go clubbing again but i don't know where.

saturday i don't know what am i going to do.
but i just know i am supposed to go to mos with justin and company.

maybe jeff gonna come singapore to shuffle with me.
weeeee ^^ so happy.

gonna be kinda busy.

then sunday actually i plan to go to kbox with carmen then bring her go my new house.
but i don't think she'll be free ba.
so maybe i'll be going out with zj and gays.
not sure yet.

monday gonna get ready to go back canada le!
SIGH.

good bye my love.

2007-08-16T07:51:00.000+08:00

went to a pub at parklane with willie and jasper.
their friend's pub.

kinda fun though,singing and making new friends.
hmm went to zouk after that.

went to coffeeshop to buy noodles for my cousin and here i am.
jaa na.

2007-08-15T16:29:00.000+08:00

Before hair cut.

After hair cut.

lol everyone say no difference tmd.
but i think it became shorter and thinner le.
don't you think so?

gonna go dinner with the sluts then go zouk with lao wang.
^^
clubbing clubbing wooo. haha.
maybe my bro gonna go with his friends too.
so lets see if we'll see each other.

2007-08-15T02:19:00.000+08:00

ok... i went for dinner with song lim
then i went to watch tv.
when i came back i received alot of comments.
saying that i look like a girl.
some even said the way i smile looks the same as carmen.
you really think so?
take a look then LOL.
i don't know but my friends told me there were something similar about us.
i guess it's the smile.
they said the hair looks abit the same.
but nah i think it's kinda different.
and it's a coincidence that the pose looks a little similar don't ask me why.

and i didn't copy it! =x
the way i smile is perfectly natural.
don't believe? see.

and nnb really not like girl~~~~~
this is called erm... erm...
i don't know la.

2007-08-15T00:40:00.000+08:00

lol gundam went to east coast wanting to pick me up for dinner but i was in tampines.
hahaha that dumb dumb.

kept saying some stuffs on the car and he felt so annoyed =x
i just love looking at that face.
maybe i'm a sadist LOL.

alright gonna go sleep.
tomorrow got dinner with some sluts.
tmd.

i just CUT MY HAIR.
NOT LIKE GIRL ALREADY! NNB.

make my stomach boil more and more tmd. lol.

2007-08-14T21:05:00.001+08:00

aiyo aiyo aiyo.

slept in tampines.
hmmm then the slut xue ying say i never jio her.

err had a small bro[x] gathering with willie wang, steve, gundam and i.
with zhi jian my laopo also.

went to school's coffeeshop to have lunch with them.
gundam that bastard PppffhhHSSSFF!!!
saw me walking on the way, he pass by then just show me his face and drive off.
never long bang.
tmd.

then steve came.
waited for willie but steve say very hungry so we just ate first.
after that gundam gave us a lift to tampines mall cause steve wanted to slack around first.
cause he's gonna go work at 4+ then we still have time.
anyway we still had to go to interchange to take the bus.

went to toys'r'us. and played with the robot hand.
was watching some magic thing on the big screen in tm.
until i heard someone calling me.
and i saw carmen.
with someone who says that i'm dao but actually who is more dao than me =x
that yumiko.

after that took a bus to ecp.
then zj went for a swim.
i just sat and watch cause i didn't want to get wet and bath again -.-
willie neo bastard.
tmd say want dinner then in the end no dinner -.-
that belly neo.

my mum sent him home then.
and i just went to cut my hair!
all the auntie xien me until i so ps -.-
my bro still suan me.
tmd.
say auntie all xien you lol.

waiting to go for dinner with gundam around 10+.
that guy always drive me around.
thanks alot. i appreciate that.
when i get a car in a few years time i gonna drive you too =x

so jaa na =)

那天收到你的分手信，我躲在棉被里偷哭。
但是我并不怪你，因为我知道，让我变成男人的不是当边，
而是你离开我。
说要等我回来，为何如今要分开。
难道你已忘了我。
我好难过。

2007-08-14T00:16:00.000+08:00

lol so bored at home and i saw the web cam.
so i just took some dumb pictures =p
hope you guys like it LOL =x
i know there'll be alot of stupid comments haha. but who cares? =p

now you know how bored i was right? =x

2007-08-13T23:35:00.000+08:00

gonna have lunch tomorrow at ev coffeeshop.
shiok.
hope i see brox people. =x

miss those people =)
jaa na.

and song lim that slut.
please give me her number, so that we can have a fair competition.
if not you have advantage!
how can i win if i can't even contact her -.-
tmd.

2007-08-13T19:51:00.000+08:00

1)Whom did you last go out with?
- Tina, Linda, Anna and Nik.

(2) What do you want to receive on your
birthday?
- a gucci wallet.

(3) Reach your hand out to the right.
What do you touch?
- Gatsby Hair Spray.

(4) What time did you sleep last night?
- 3am.

(5) What's the wallpaper on your
computer?
- victoria and i.

(6) What can you hear besides the
computer?
- the fan, the tv, the song on my blog.

(7) Do you agree to the saying "to
Forgive is to forget"?
- no.

(8) When, where was the last time tears
started to roll down your cheek?
- 3 days ago.

(9) What/who makes you happy?
- my family.

(10) What/who makes you sad?
- myself.

(11) What are your favorite books?
- I know what you're thinking and how to bring out the best in the people.....
can't remember the titles.

(12) What would you like to have right
at this moment which seems totally
impossible?
- a car.

(13) Who will you turn to if you have a
huge probLem?
- myself.

(15) What was the last song that kept
ringing on
- the song on my blog.

(16) What was the best event that
happened last year?
- going to canada.

(17) Where did you go today?
- accompanied my mum to the changi hospital and slept at home in tampines.

(18) Last thing you ate?
- LOH MAI GAI

(19) Who are you with?
- my own at home.

(20) Have you gone to the beach just w/
your buddies?
- not really.

(21)Do you love sunsets?
- yeap.

(22)When is your b-day
- 20/10/90

(23)What are your wishes for your
birthday?
- everyone to stay healthy.

(24)Who do you wanna be w/ on the day
of your birthday?
- my family but i guess it's not possible. sigh.

(25)Have you ever felt that you've been
taken for granted?
- yeap. always.

(26) thing/s you regret?
- being dumb.

(27) Is there anything else you want to
do besides answering this survey?
- go for a walk downstairs.

(28)What's the most important
sentence/s that lingers in your mind
now?
- the one i love ain't my love.

(29)cookies n' cream or double dutch?
- Cookies n' Cream!!

(30)Chocolate cake or brazo de
mercedez?
- none.

(33) Do you like spongebob?
- yeap.

(34) Do you know how to play the
guitar?
- just a little.

(35) Who's the last person you texted?
- laopo.

(37) KFC or Kenny Rogers?
- KFC!!

(37)Beach or CAMPING?
- beach to chill and enjoy the breeze.

(38) Do you find yourself sexy?
- nope.

(39) Hotdogs or cheesedogs?
- cheesedogs

(40) Do you like Shawarma?
- yeap.

(41)is there someone you're missing
right now?
- yeap.

(42)Do you love someone right now?
- i guess everyone does.

(43) Where did you go last Friday?
- last friday i went to somewhere i can't remember with who. lol.

(44) is there anything about last week
that you would want to repeat?
- yeap =)

have been accompanying Tina and her friends these few days.
went to find joanne at ecp that day.
that girl lol.still the same.

went to kbox. that day,

went to hospital with mum today.
inefficient. have to wait for a few hours and then they come and tell us they gonna have lunch.
wants us to wait for another hour.
nb.

slept at home today.
nothing much.
tomorrow gonna go have lunch with zj and co.

so jaa na =)

2007-08-10T03:03:00.001+08:00

is it just jet lag or insomnia.
i just can't get to sleep.

sigh.

2007-08-10T03:03:00.000+08:00

is it just jet lag or insomnia.
i just can't get to sleep.

sigh.

2007-08-10T00:34:00.000+08:00

sigh i should stop day dreaming and get on with life.
i'm starting to feel kinda bored.
i guess i'll be going back on 17th anyways.
no purpose of staying for a few more days if it stays like this here.

and the date 17th has no more purpose i guess.
but i hope it changes when i'm back during december.
and i prefer talking face to face.
messages and calls? nah...
just meet up to chat. am free anyways =)
quick cause it's going to be the 17th soon ^^

jaa na.

2007-08-08T23:03:00.000+08:00

2 songs to keep you thinking for the whole day.

这次你真的要离开了
你决定这样放手
放在心里的一些回忆
你说你不再提起

我们的爱无法继续
有人慢慢的将我代替
代替我给你幸福快乐
我舍不得又能如何

我们的爱走到谷底
没关系我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避
忘记你谈何容易

我和你还是站在原地
我听见哭泣的你
我已经尽了最大努力
你说你不再考虑

词曲:康晋荣编曲:康晋荣

我们的爱无法继续
有人慢慢的将我代替
代替我给你幸福快乐
我舍不得又能如何

我们的爱走到谷底
没关系我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避
忘记你谈何容易

我们的爱走到谷底
没关系我会好好的
我会彻底的选择逃避
忘记你谈何容易

我和你还是站在原地
我听见哭泣的你
我已经尽了最大努力
这次你真的离开了

习惯被拒绝的人会是拒绝
这一次至少是我先说离别
有一些痛楚看不见泪水
有一种反胃叫做我无所谓
要让你快乐原是我的心愿
可是你总不在意我的伤悲
留给我一些喜悦的瞬间
却带走我一切
你不爱我
是我舍不得
我不配为你再狼狈
你不爱我
你真的不爱我
尽力而为我拼命等也是浪费
你不爱我
是我舍不得
是我不配和命运作对
你不爱我
你真的不爱我
一直以为我是否为眼泪
只是那后悔

2007-08-08T22:28:00.000+08:00

woke up at 12 today.
didn't do anything but just slacked at home.

bought a pack of chicken rice as my dinner.
gonna go back ecp later on.
bought a pack of chupa chups lollipops.
every stick reminds me of the past.

so i guess i have nothing else to say.
national day tomorrow =) jaa na.

fireworks anyone? =)

why is it so easy for people to break up,
but why is it so difficult for two to get together?

2007-08-08T03:50:00.000+08:00

hey people.
guess what. i woke up at 4pm today.
holy cow.
that's like 14 hours of sleep.
so you can calculate what time did i sleep. lol.

woke up.
was supposed to have dinner downstairs.
but i figured that it would be so boring eating alone.
so i decided to just have maggi mee at home with eggs which turned out kinda delicious.

watched Gone Shopping with gundam.
the show ain't really nice and i don't know why they put nc16.
just because of some vulgarities.

went to ecp to catch some monkeys doing their stuffs on the car.
then gundam let me drive his lorry.
so damn troublesome to drive manual and lorry somemore -.-

tomorrow no plans.
no plans for the whole week except fri, sat and sun cause mum said
tina and her friends gonna come over so i have to entertain them.
and i don't really know her.
i just know she's just some daughter of my dad's friend who was working at the hotel previously,

sigh sigh sigh.
just around 10 more days before i go back to canada.
jaa na.

2007-08-07T01:31:00.000+08:00

hello people.
today's so tiring.
cause i slept late last night.

slept till 10+ then cousin wake me up.
slept till 12+ and he woke me up again.
went to school there to have lunch.
was supposed to have lunch with carmen but i kinda screwed it up.
psps =x

went to vivo to accompany my cousin to look for his friends.
then went to marina square for pool.
i just can't stop laughing when i was with him.
we were betting on something which i kept winning.
and the amount snowballed to 250k +++ lol.
now i lost until left 1 -.-
tmd.
so he just lost 1.

tomorrow nothing on. guess i'll just go back ecp ba.
unless some sluts ask me to stay =x

2007-08-05T23:46:00.000+08:00

50 questions to boggle the mind in
your past.

1. First off, what's your name?
- Coeus si si si .

2. Okay, but what does your best
friend/s call you?
- ke ya si si si , co yas. coeus, coco, little red, jie jie, kuan jie.

3. Have you ever kissed someone with
braces?
- soon =x

4. Who is the fourth received call on
your call log?
- carmen.

5.If you could change your eye color
what would it be?
- none cause i'm satisfied with it being brown.

6. What is the wallpaper on your phone?
- carmen.

7. How many pillows on your bed?
- 1.

8. Who was the last text message you
sent to?
- carmen.

9. What color is your shirt right now?
- black.

10. What was the best thing that
happened to you last year?
- finishing my o lvls?

11. nabura ni pilo ung #11
- ????

12. Who's the fourth person on your
contacts list?
- SYC.

13. When was the last time you cried
from laughing so hard?
- in canada a few months ago.

14. What school did you attend in
elementary?
- cz.

15.do you have a crusshh?
- nop.e

16. Who was the last person that made
you laugh?
- carmen.

17. Do you like Quiznos?
- what's that?

18. Who do you make fun of the most at
school?
- sokret.

19. What's the longest time you've ever
talked on the phone?
- more than 10 hours i'm sure.

20. Do you think you've gotten
more handsome/pretty since grade
school?
- hmmm don't know. what do you think?

21. Have you seen your bestfriend cry?
- yes.

23. Do you dance in the car?
- never.

24. What do you think of hunting and
fishing?
- fun =)

25. Do you and your bestfriend act
alike?
- a little.

26. What is a noise that you cannot
stand?
- people crying.

27. Does your mom vacuum early in the
morning, when you're sleeping?
-yes.

28. Are your parents in love?
- -.- dumb question.

29: What does your 9th txt say?
- no, im a good n comitted girl

30: Who sent it?
- carmen LOL. i don't know if the text is true =p

31. Would you rather sleep at a
friend's or have them over?
- sleep at friends

32. When was the last time you wrote a
note, and to who?
- forget.

33.are you in love?
- no i'm coeus.

34. who do you miss most?
- my family.

35. What do you smell like right now?
- perfume.

36. Do you have a hard time admitting
you're wrong?
- nope.

37. Who was the last person you held
hands with?
- carmen.

38. What shoes did you wear today?
- the same one as song lim! =) brown nike one.

39. What makes you lose your appetite?
- DINOSAURS.you know what i mean.

40. What colour is your laundry basket?
- red.

41. Last person you kissed?
- don't know.

43. Do you own any Levi pants/jeans?
- yes.

44. Do you think those stores are too
- too what?

45. How do you like your steak?
- medium rare.

46. Who's in your house right now?
- maself.

47. Where did you get your last bruise
from?
- from my sister's scratch! tmd.

48. Where did you last go out to eat?
- the place where carmen brought me to. at heeren's to have the heaviest thing as my lunch.
which is the wanton( one tonne ) mee. LOL lameness.

49. List three things that keeps you
going in life.
- family, friends, motivation.

50. Is there someone you can't stop
thinking about?
- yes.

alright.
i'm back from my movie, alone.
i don't mean i watched it alone. i mean the movie ALONE.
lol.
met carmen at simei mrt platform.
saw song lim.
so we trained to town together but song lim got off at aljunied cause shenn was late i guess.

went to get the tickets first.
and got to heerens to have my lunch.
after that walked back to ps cause that dumb dumb don't know how to walk.
so can teach her how to walk from heerens to ps.

movie started and that dumb dumb keep using my sweater to cover her eyes so that she won't see the scary parts lol.
damn funny that kid. =x

was talking to my mum on the train.
then like she was saying hi to my mum.
my mum was like huh only you and carmen.
i was like ah yes.
then she asked if i'm taking her home. she actually mean my home.
but i thought she was saying about carmen's home.
so i said yes. and my mum was like shocked lol.
hang up.

she called again and asked if i put loudspeaker on the train if not why carmen can hear and keep laughing. lol. damn funny my mum.

sent her back.
afterall quite a fun day, for me at least. =)

and song say wanna drink -.-
say wanna eat dim sum.
tmd.
feel so lazy.
lol.

then fucky sia gonna come tampines to accompany me too. =)

gonna go school tomorrow for lunch i guess. =) tired. jaa na =)

2007-08-05T02:31:00.000+08:00

ok.
i'm back from the movie.

was actually supposed to meet them for dinner but i didn't cause of some family gathering.
which i had to cancel the dinner -.-
met song, shenn, chan and xy for the movie.
tmd.
forgot to bring my camera.

the movie simpson's is kinda nice.
funny but short though.
you guys should watch it.
and don't leave straight away after the movie ends.

went for supper then.
staying in tampines today and tomorrow.
i should've brought more clothes back lol.
no more clothes to wear now.
tmd.

movie tomorrow.
i hope i won't wake up late.

so jaa na =)

2007-08-03T22:42:00.000+08:00

Tomorrow,
11 PM watching Simpsons with, song, shenn, chan, xy. all the sluts =x
so please no appointment tomorrow.
i wanna rest.

oh maybe at night gonna meet joanne.
so SATURDAY IS FULLY BOOKED =x

Sunday,
whole day booked.
so no appointments please too.
gonna watch movie alone.
no i don't mean watch the movie alone by myself.
i mean the show ALONE =x
and i won't be watching it alone cause i have carmen with me.

hmm monday and tuesday no appointments too.
cause might be going fishing in malaysia.
not sure yet.

gonna be playing pool with marky mark dad.

oh and i can't make it for soccer tomorrow guys.
sorry =x
-.- it's in the morning and i don't think i can wake up LOL.
cannot find my son harith.
it's ok some other days.

so what have i done today?
basically nothing.
just went for facial which hurt so much.
and had to lay down there for like 2 hours plus which almost killed me.
then went back old home to sleep.
got a call from xy to wake me up.
if not i'll be late.

but i'm always the first one to reach the place.
xy and chan always late -.-
and i still have to treat them LOL.
had dinner at pastamania.

after that came back.
saw willie wang.
changed alot ^^
then the bus 10 cannot take tmd.
traffic jam then have to wait so long
the queue was so so so seriously so long.

then had to take mrt to tanah merah.
and take bus.
i got lost.
tmd.

feel so high now =x
woooo.
we fly high~~~

jaa na. =)

day to east view, using the "EX" term =x

2007-08-03T00:29:00.000+08:00

alright.
here's my busy day.
so damn tired -.-

okay, i received a morning call from xue ying the slut at 6 am.
asking me to wake up.
but i just didn't.
so i woke up at 6.30
got ready and left the house at 7.
luckily my dad drove me to school.
so i was the first one to reach the school.
saw the slut wearing yellow.
then chanzee came along.
had breakfast.
roti prata ^^

zhi jian, jon and joanne came along.
chatted.
then serene and cass came,

after eating we walked to the school gate.
and saw that they've changed the security.
from the very ... very ... one to this very nice one.

went in.
slacked around.
saw some familiar faces.
after that went up to 4th floor.
then saw carmen si si si.
but i was busy on phone.

then erm. walked around.
saw tang lao shi everywhere we go -.-
1st floor to 4th floor.

went to jasmine's class.
saw my laopo zhi jian.

the school's toilet now so nice.
change le.
then hmm...
talked to mrs cho.
bla bla bla.
went down.
saw carmen, xiang sheng, pei ying.

then was chatting to carmen and she's like -.-
lol i didn't really talked to her at first cause she keep telling me she gained weight.
but no matter from what angle i look, it's still like the same.
still pretty la.
lol.
don't need to worry.
then the way she said, i felt like she's going to cry lol.
make me kinda nervous =x don't know what to say.
and she say i dao. tmd.

then marvin, chanzee, jon, zhi jian and i raped xiang sheng together.
so shiok.
after assembly LOL.
rape his whole body then he keep shouting =x

talked to mrs cho, mr francis teo.
bla bla bla.
mr goh's on a course. for a month. by the time i'll already be back in canada -.-

then saw sihui.
wearing yellow house shirt.

and saw hmmm...
winnie.
playing captain's ball happily.
called me.

mark, han boon, li han.

oh and now the girls from the school is like kinda horrible.
all have this weird hairstyle.
it's like their trend.
i don't know how to describe it.
lol.
skirt so short.
gonna be condemned soon =x

met michelle. that lame girl -.-
don't wanna tell me her mum's name.
after asking for like 20 minutes, she finally told me.
sim ai li -.-
i was like why don't you tell me just now -.- it's not a funny name anyways.
it's quite nice.

after that went to met my cousin fucky sia LOL.
his english name at charles and keith =x

it's the worst and best time at KFC -.-
he gave this stupid idea.
which we followed.
which was to order a family feast.
and the both of us finish it.
-.-
10 piece of chicken, 9 nuggets, 2 whipped potato, 1 cheese fries and 4 soft drinks.
we were like holy cow, can we finish it.
and everyone were like looking at us.
giving the face "holy shit! are the both of them sure they can finish eating it?"
lol.
after eating.
we had like 2 piece chicken left. lol. so damn full.
cannot walk.
have to walk like with the hunch back.
-.-
and i was planning to go back to the hold home to sleep first causee i was feeling very tired.
but he wanted me to accompany him to town to fetch his girlfriend -.-
and i was like kinda reluctant but i followed in the the end.
so we went to play pool from 7-9.
fetched his girlfriend.
reached home at 11+

i looked into the mirror.
my eyes were like bloodshot red.
no more energy -.-
really wanna die le.
but i left some energy for blogging =x
lol.

and tomorrow have to wake up early again cause have to go to this don't know what shop to wash face.
then at night have dinner with the ah meis again.
pastamania! =x

then i don't know what to do le.
don't feel like going to club tomorrow.
so tired.
so i should just slack around ba.

i have just 2 weeks left in singapore.
sigh.
have to do what i have to do before i go back ^^

just some pictures to share.

boy's toilet smoking punishment.

my ah mei and i.

see the door? nice right? lol. me and chan.

this is my process of growing up. =x
people just keep laughing when they see my primary school photo. nnb.

this is the place we walk everyday last time.

the stairs we always climb.

sigh.
miss the secondary school's life.
maybe i should go back to the school again before i go back to canada.

sleep le.
jaa na...

2007-07-31T12:23:00.000+08:00

: 1. Guys don't actually look after
good-looking girls. They prefer neat and
presentable girls.
2. Guys love flirts.
3. A guy can like you for a minute, and
then forget you afterwards.
4. When a guy says he doesn't understand
you, it simply means you're not thinking
the way he is.
5. "Are you doing something?" or "Have
you eaten already?" are the first usual
questions a guy asks on the phone just
to get out from stammering.
6. Guys may be flirting around all day
but before they go to sleep, they always
think about the girl they truly care about.
7. When a guy really likes you, he'll
disregard all your bad characteristics.
8. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
9. Guys will do anything just to get the
girl's attention.
10. Guys hate it when you talk about
your ex-boyfriend.
11. When guys want to meet your parents.
Let them.
12. Guys want to tell you many things
but they can't. And they sure have one
habit to gain courage and spirit to tell
you many things and it is drinking!
13. Guys cry!!!!!!!!
14. Don't provoke the guy to heat up.
Believe me. He will.
15. Guys can never dream and hope too much.
16. Guys usually try hard to get the
girl who has dumped them, and this makes
it harder for them to accept their defeat.
17. When you touch a guy's heart,
there's no turning back.
18. Giving a guy a hanging message like
"You know what?!..uh...never mind!"
would make him jump to a conclusion that
is far from what you are thinking.
19. Guys go crazy when girls touch their
hands.
20. Guys are good flatterers when
courting but they usually stammer when
they talk to a girl they really like.
21. When a guy makes a prolonged "umm"
or makes any excuses when you're asking
him to do you a favor, he's actually
saying that he doesn't like you and he
can't lay down the card for you.
22. When a girl says "no", a guy hears
it as "try again tomorrow."
23. You have to tell a guy what you
really want before he gets the message
clearly.
24. Guys hate gays!
25. Guys love their moms.
26. A guy would sacrifice his money for
lunch just to get you a couple of roses.
27. A guy often thinks about the girl
who likes him. But this doesn't mean
that the guy likes her.
28. You can never understand him unless
you listen to him.
29. If a guy tells you he loves you once
in a lifetime. He does.
30. Beware. Guys can make gossips
scatter through half of the face of the
earth faster than girls can.
31. Like Eve, girls are guys EUR™
weaknesses.
32. Guys are very open about themselves.
33. It's good to test a guy first before
you believe him. But don't let him wait
that long.
34. No guy is bad when he is courting.
35. Guys hate it when their clothes get
dirty. Even a small dot.
36. Guys really admire girls that they
like even if they're not that much pretty.
37. Your best friend, whom your
boyfriend seeks help from about his
problems with you may end up being
admired by your boyfriend.
38. If a guy tells you about his
problems, he just needs someone to
listen to him. You don't need to give
advice.
39. A usual act that proves that the guy
likes you is when he teases you.
40. A guy finds ways to keep you off
from linking with someone else.
41. Guys love girls with brains more
than girls in miniskirts.
42. Guys try to find the stuffed toy a
girl wants but would unluckily get the
wrong one.
43. Guys virtually brag about anything.
44. Guys cannot keep secrets that girls
tell them.
45. Guys think too much.
46. Guys' fantasies are unlimited.
47. Girls' height doesn't really matter
to a guy but her weight does!
48. Guys tend to get serious with their
relationship and become too possessive.
So watch out girls!!
49. When a girl makes the boy suffer
during courtship, it would be hard for
him to let go of that girl.
50. It's not easy for a guy to let go of
his girlfriend after they broke up
especially when they've been together
for 3 years or more.
51. You have to tell a guy what you
really want before getting involved with
that guy.
52. A guy has to experience rejection,
because if he's
too-good-never-been-busted, never been
in love and hurt, he won't be matured
and grow up.
53. When an unlikable circumstance
comes, guys blame themselves a lot more
than girls do. They could even hurt
themselves physically.
54. Guys have strong passion to change
but have weak will power.
55. Guys are tigers in their peer groups
but become tamed pussycats with their
girlfriends.
56. When a guy pretends to be calm,
check if he's sweating. You'll probably
see that he is nervous.
57. When a guy says he is going crazy
about the girl. He really is.
58. When a guy asks you to leave him
alone, he's just actually saying,
"Please come and listen to me."
59. Guys don't really have final decisions.
60. When a guy loves you, bring out the
best in him.
61. If a guy starts to talk seriously,
listen to him.
62. If a guy has been kept shut or
silent, say something.
63. Guys believe that there's no such
thing as love at first sight, but court
the girls anyway and then realize at the
end that he is wrong.
64. Guys like femininity not feebleness.
65. Guys don't like girls who punch
harder than they do.
66. A guy may instantly know if the girl
likes him but can never be sure unless
the girl tells him.
67. A guy would waste his time over
video games and basketball, the way a
girl would do over her romance novels
and make-ups.
68. Guys love girls who can cook or bake.
69. Guys like girls who are like their
moms. No kidding!
70. A guy has more problems than you can
see with your naked eyes.
71. A guy's friend knows everything
about him. Use this to your advantage.
72. Don't be a snob. Guys may easily
give up on the first sign of rejection.
73. Don't be biased. Try loving a guy
without prejudice and you'll be surprised.
74. Girls who bathe in their eau de
perfumes do more repelling than
attracting guys.
75. Guys are more talkative than girls
are especially when the topic is about
girls.
76. Guys don't comprehend the statement
"Get lost" too well.
77. Guys really think that girls are
strange and have unpredictable decisions
but still love them more.
78. When a guy gives a crooked or
pretentious grin at your jokes, he finds
them offending and he just tried to be
polite.
79. Guys don't care about how shiny
their shoes are unlike girls.
80. Guys tend to generalize about girls
but once they get to know them, they'll
realize they're wrong.
81. Any guy can handle his problems all
by his own. He's just too stubborn to
deal with it.
82. Guys find it so objectionable when a
girl swears.
83. Guys' weakest point is at the knee.
84. When a problem arises, a guy usually
keeps himself cool but is already
thinking of a way out.
85. When a guy is conscious of his
looks, it shows he is not good at fixing
things.
86. When a guy looks at you, either he's
amazed of you or he's criticizing you.
87. When you catch him cheating on you
and he asks for a second chance, give it
to him. But when you catch him again and
he asks for another chance, ignore him.
88. If a guy lets you go, he really
loves you.
89. If you have a boyfriend, and your
boy best friend always glances at you
and it obviously shows that he is
jealous whenever you're with your
boyfriend, all I can say is your boy
best friend loves you more than your
boyfriend does.
90. Guys learn from experience not from
the romance books that girls read and
take as their basis of experience.
91. You can tell if a guy is really hurt
or in pain when he cries in front of you!
92. If a guy suddenly asks you for a
date, ask him first why.
93. When a guy says he can't sleep if he
doesn't hear your voice even just for
one night, hang up. He also tells that
to another girl. He only flatters you
and sometimes makes fun of you.
94. You can truly say that a guy has
good intentions if you see him praying
sometimes.
95. Guys seek for advice not from a guy
but from a girl.

THE PROBLEM WITH GUYS

If u TREAT him nicely, he says u are IN
LOVE with him; If u
Don't, he says u are PROUD.

If u DRESS Nicely, he says u are trying
to LURE him; If you
Don't, he says u are from KAMPUNG.

If u ARGUE with him, he says u are
STUBBORN; If u keep QUIET, he
says u have no BRAINS.

If u are SMARTER than him, he'll Lose
FACE; If he's Smarter than
u, he is GREAT.

If u don't Love him, he Tries to POSSESS
u; If u Love him, he
will try to LEAVE u.(very true huh?)

If u don't Let him KISS u, he says u
don't Love him; If u let him
KISS! ! he says u are CHEAP.

If u tell him your PROBLEM, he says u
are TROUBLESOME; If u
Don't, he says dat u don't TRUST him

If u SCOLD him, u are like a NANNY to
him; If he SCOLDS u, it is
because he CARES for u.

If u BREAK your PROMISE, u Cannot be
TRUSTED; If he BREAKS his,
he is FORCED to do so.

If u SMOKE, u are BAD girl; If he
SMOKES, he is GENTLEMAN.

If u do WELL in your Exams, he says it's
LUCK; If he does Well,
it's BRAINS.

If u HURT him, u are CRUEL; If he HURTS
u, u are too SENSITIVE! !

lol i find these kinda true =x
anyways, won't be going today cause having dinner tonight.
cannot meet the air plane king -.-
off to don't know where.
so jaa na.

2007-07-30T02:39:00.000+08:00

1. Is sex best morning, afternoon, or
night?
it's the best at anytime.

2. What side of the bed do you sleep
on?
all.

3. Pork, Beef, or Chicken?
beef.

4. Have you ever had to pull over on
the side of the road to puke?
nope.

5. What leg do you put in pants first
when pulling them up?
right.

6. Candles or Incense?
candles.

7. Do you dance when no one is
watching?
dance whenever i feel like whether there's anyone around.

8. Did you play doctor when you were
little?
no.

9. Have you ever taken your clothes off
for money?
no.

10. Stove top cooking or microwave?
microwave. so fast and convenient.

11. Would you rather your car or your
house be dirty?
car.

12. Shower or bath?
shower.

13. Do you pee in the shower?
use the toilet bowl -.-

14. Cats or dogs?
dogs.

15. Mexican or Chinese food?
chinese.

16. Do you want someone aggressive or
passive in bed?
both lol.

17. Do you love someone on your
featured friends?
all of them.

18. Corn Dogs or Hot Dogs?
hot.

19. Your favorite restaurant?
don't know.

20. What did you have for lunch today?
bee hoon.

21. Which do you prefer, iceberg or
romaine lettuce?
iceberg

22. When did you last fall down?
last last last few months ago.

23. Love or Money?
money.

24. Credit Cards or cash?
credit cards.

25. Is there anyone in your family you
wish there wasnt?
no,

26. Oreos or Vanilla Wafers?
oreos.

27. How do you like your steak?
medium rare

28. How do you like your eggs?
the ones i cook.

29. Have you ever knocked someone off
their feet in a fight?
yes.

30. Would you rather go camping or to a
5 star hotel?
5 star hotel.

31. Would you rather have a root canal
or minor surgery?
minor surgery

32. Would you shave your entire body
(including your head)?
no -.-

33. Would you rather have head lice or
an STD?
head lice.

34. What is your favorite candy?
none.

35. Ever been to a strip club?
yes,

36. Ever been to a bar?
yes

37. Ever been kicked out of a bar or a
club?
no,

38. Ever been so drunk you had to be
carried out of somewhere?
not yet.

39. Kissed someone of the same sex?
alot.

40. Thrown up from drinking too much?
yes,

41. Had sex in the car?
not yet.

42. Had sex at the beach?
not yet.

43. Had sex in a movie theater?
not yet.

44. Had sex in a bathroom?
not yet.

45. Had sex at work?
not yet.

46. Have you ever been in an "adult"
store?
yes.

47. Bought something from an adult
store?
nope.

48. Have you spent over $200.00 in one
visit to the adult store?
no -.-

49. Is there anyone on your featured
friends list you would ever consider
having sex with?
never -.-

50. Have you been caught having sex?
nope.

51. Have you ever kissed a stranger?
yes,

whew.
went to marina square to play snooker with cheng hong.
then watched the fireworks.
and played pool again when justin and vincent came.
saw marky mark and his girlfriend who changed so much -.-
didn't know it was her.
then saw SYC walking so fast alone.
and some other friends.

cheng hong's manager asked him if he wanted an english name cause his name tag's wearing off.
then he say fucky.
lol so his name is "fucky sia"
make his manager and i laugh so bad.

jayson that aeroplane king -.-
always put us aeroplane. nnb.

went swimming today.
the japanese girl so cute. ^^
=x
went to the sauna.
tmd.
nik and fucky keep competing.
put so much of the water and i think inside's like more than 70 degrees.
so so damn hot.
all of us didn't want to go out cause the first one who goes out will be BLP.
at last, fucky came out LOL.

sang.
and they keep complaining.
the security came us twice =x
tomorrow don't know what to do .
slack.
jaa na.

shall take pictures soon.

2007-07-28T04:12:00.000+08:00

LOL am in deep shit right now LOL.

i slept from 1pm to 6 pm.
then woke up till 10pm.
slept till 4am.
now you can really see that i'm that tired eh.

my bro left the key with me cause i don't have mine.
it's with my mum and she's in malaysia.
and i'm supposed to open the door for my bro.
he called me so many times.
i woke up and took a look at my cellphone.
so many miss calls lol.
luckily we have 2 homes.
lol. if not he's gonna sleep in some other place =x
so ps. haha.

off to sleep.
too tired.
jaa na.

2007-07-27T20:48:00.000+08:00

back again.
but this time is from malaysia.
so tired.
went there cause my relative passed away.
have to stay there from 6pm to 12 am -.-
damn tiring.
the next day was from 10 am till 3 pm.
dyed my hair.

nothing to do nowadays anyway.
so i just stayed at the new home to rest and stay with my family.
but next week i'll be going out ^^
with friends and stuffs.
gonna go movie with ah lu tomorrow.
then maybe gonna go out with pearl girl girl.
after that go to school.
and i have no more plans.
anywhere will be fine.
^^ so just call me people.
jaa na.

back in singapore

2007-07-24T11:17:00.000+08:00

hey people.
i'm back =)

where should i start.
i haven't been blogging for quite long i guess.

ok.
on 18th of july, we went to linden to send timmy, joyce and victoria off.
and victoria was like so worried that she would cry cause she'll be living sokret for 1 month.
they way they parted was like so stylish lol.
first time seeing it.
when it was time for them to get on the limo, victoria was like "be a man"
and left him by the guy's style which is like smack and hold the hand then bang the chest lol.

after that was 19th of july.
was time for me and my sister to leave.
tutu accompanied me with sokret for the whole day.
and after that when it was time to leave.
she kept crying.
so poor thing that kid.

and the journey back was so like uh -.-
have so many inspections cause of the new law.
then couldn't sleep on plane.
the worst part was that there was a couple of babies sitting beside us and kept crying.
omg. -.-

then had to leave wei wei cause he's going to hong kong.
which was the place we were transiting.
then from hong kong to singapore.

when we reached the air port.
song lim came to fetch us.
with car ^^ wooo.

then went back to the old home which is the one at tampines.
feel so good.
this is when we use "home sweet home" lol.

cabbed to the new house which is costa del sol near east coast.
so cool.
live on the 28th floor.
when we got there my dad and mum , xp and nik was there.
and as usual i was hugged and kissed -.-

had karaoke. huge swimming pool where those guys keep using binoculars to look down.
have those korean and jap girls living here wearing bikini's to swim.
damn. lol.

after that we went for dinner with d4e people at beach cavana at east coast.
and we played counterstrike after dinner.
so fun =x my team was like dominating.
haha.

walked back from the beach cavana to my new home.
which was around 1 hour i guess.
so we had this checkpoint at the marine parade food court or something like that where we drank sugar cane and rest.

finally reach home.
i can't sleep nowadays.
it's like i only have 3-4 hours of sleep per day now -.-
sleep at 6+ wake up 8-10.

then the day before yesterday was kinda boring too.
went to xp's dad stall to have prawn noodles.
it's the best stall ever.
when we arrived there, the queue was so long --------------------------------------------------
yeah.
missed the food so much.

after that, went for dinner at a restaurant in tuas.
where we had abalone. LOL.
so good.

back home.
did nothing.
just went to fetch my grandma to see the doctor.
i think he should be a comedian rather than a doctor.
so hilarious and jovial.

met xp for dinner at parkway for dinner with sis and nik.
had ichiban sushi! nice =x
played pool till like 11+

i seriously need a haircut.
-.- in malaysia! yay.
soon and will be back during weekends.
till then.

oh call 97347959 to contact me.
i'm still using that number.
and please give me your contacts cause i'm using the new sim card.
i lost the old one so all contacts are gone.
so kinda sms me with your name on it.
or just send me your number in anyway you want.
going for breakfast ^^
jaa na.

when the old lady meets the ninja.

it's been 24 days already
are you ready? yet? or not.

2007-07-16T11:33:00.000+08:00

hey people i'm back =x
finals coming so kinda busy lately.

gonna go back in a few days time!!!
so excited =x
weeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeeee.

we played show hand for like 2 days and i won 35 bucks. wooo =x
but all the money went to the rabbit -.-
and now it's gone. tmd.

so i'm gonna go study~ jaa na.

2007-07-11T21:05:00.000+08:00

so tired nowadays.
went to the cemetary.
but in the morning went to find tutu first.
and she gave me an umbrella, 2 orange juice and the usual love letter.
so sweet and i was wondering how she got those 2 orange juice.
only till lunch victoria told me they went to the convenience to buy it when it was almost curfew.

and went to teahut to teach her some stuffs.
so tired.
when i got back, i just took a shower and slept.
don't know what will we be doing today after school.
please don't tell me teahut again =x
if it's timmy's house i won't mind.

so bored so bored.
everyone's in class right now.
no one to accompany me.
hmmm break, i wonder to go outside or find tutu.
lol she gonna bla bla bla me again if i go outside.

anyway, my cut doesn't feel so good still.
cause it's like in the process of healing.
so it hurts when i open my hands wide.

i should be off doing some project already.
so jaa.

when you break a glass, you'll never be able to put all the exact pieces of small glass fragments back into the exact piece of glass before you broke it.
when you get a cut in your hands, it will heal and recover, but once you get a cut in your heart, it'll be there forever.

2007-07-10T13:19:00.000+08:00

lol today's so freaking scary man.

went to school.
find my tutu.
she didn't feel so good.
so i brought twice to the nurse.
and it was a male nurse today.
after seeing him for the second time.
he gave me this damn serious look.
and asked me before we left.
"can you ask her if there is any possibility that she might be pregnant?"
cause she vomitted a few times.
i was like "NO, impossible" lol.
and she can still keep laughing and say i have to take responsibility.
lol.

when i sent her to her class, there was this female teacher who was like "awww so sweet" cause she was hugging me LOL.
and like so ps.

have alot of fun with her.
then after that sent her back and went to timmy's house.
he cooked curry today.
delicious ^^
and i have this damn deep cut in my right hand.
hurts so badly.
i can see the inside of the skin and everything.
when she knew about it she quickly got this cute pink hello kitty plaster for me lol.
damn cute.
have chocolate and love letter for me everyday lol.
she wrote it in class and the teacher thought it was like for her admirer and even wished her good luck LOL.

but too bad.
no fate.

anyways tomorrow there'll be a class trip to the cemetary in burlington.
cool eh? =p

sleep already
so jaa na.

2007-07-09T13:14:00.000+08:00

hmmm let me see.
friday i didn't do anything, just school and went to timmy's house after bringing my little rabbit to the library.
cause she wanted to return her books. so dumb lol.
after that went to have dinner and then to timmy's house.

next day woke up early in the morning to go to toronto with timmy si.
we got lost for like 2 hours.
the people keep giving us wrong directions -.-
tmd.

after that went to find my little rabbit at linden.
and watched transformers.
the show's not bad overall.
the robots are so cool.
harry potter gonna come out ^^
gonna go with victoria and gang to watch it.
then hmmm.
went to red after that.

today went to teahut to study with little rabbit, victoria and sokret.
while i was teaching sokret his essay thing, she kept feeding me food and drinks.
so sweet lol.
this is what most guys want.
when the guy is busy, the girl will be like serving you =x
haha.
and tomorrow have to come back early cause of the RFS shit -.-
cannot go with my rabbit.
tmd.

anyway it's late already.
so jaa na. =)

2007-07-09T01:38:00.000+08:00

1. Do you ever lie about your age?
` yes.

2. Do you prefer "sensitive boys" or
"tough guys"?
` both. lol.

3. Do you prefer blonde or dark haired
guys?
` dark.

4. Are you currently single?
` no,

5. How many things in your past do you
regret?
` don't know .

6. Do you have a best friend?
` alot.

7. What do you want to be when you
grow up?
` SUPPAAAFLY.

8. Who was the last person you hugged?
` dora.

9. Have you ever had your heart broken?
` dont' know.

10. Have you ever thought about having
plastic surgery?
` no.

11. Do you like your life?
` yeap.

12. Do you shop at Hollister?
` just did yesterday with timmy si.

13. Has one of your friends ever stolen
a boyfriend from you?
` yes. they keep stealing my boyfriend.

14. Has one of your friends ever
stabbed you in the back?
` don't know that's why it's called in the back.

16. Do you have more friends that are
girls or boys?
` more girl.

17. How long have you had friendster?
` like 2-3 years.?

18. Have you ever cheated on someone?
` no,

19. Has anyone ever cheated on you?
` don't know.

20. Have you ever slapped a boy in the
face?
` no.

21. What is one of your biggest fears?
` not sure.

22. Have you ever skipped class?
` yes. -.-

23. Has anyone close to you ever passed
away?
` yes.

24. Have you ever cried yourself to
sleep?
` never

25. Have you ever not been able to get
someone out of your head?
` no.

26. Do you believe in the saying "once
a cheater, always a cheater"?
` nope.

27. Have you ever had a good feeling
about something and it turned out you
were right?
` yes.

28. Do you ever wish you were famous?
` when i was young i did.

29. Do u ever wish u were a man? »
` will be one soon.

30. Do you think any men will open this
just because it's labeled "The Female
Survey"?
` i opened it and even did it LOL.

so bored during these few days.
2 more weeks baby =)

2007-07-06T11:51:00.000+08:00

1.Song playing at the moment?
) 到不了- 康康

2. Reasons for living?
) family and myself.

3. Do you think you're ok?
) yeap.

4. Ever donated blood?
) nope

5. Favourite colour(s)?
) all

6. Accessories you usually wear?
) watch.

7. One song to describe heartbreak in
the past?
) 离开了-康康。

8. Last place you went to?
) timmy's house.

9. Last person you went out with?
) xiao jing.

10. The most exciting sport?
) all.

11. Ever had a baby?
) never.

12. Movie you want to watch?
) transformers.

13. Any piercing?
) soon.

14. The most romantic gift?
) none.

15. Acted on stage before?
) never

16. Struck by lightning before?
) nope!

17. Danced with your loved ones before?
) yeah

18. Ever wished you could turn back the
time?
) nope.

19. What would you do if you woke up
one day to find yourself to be with
someone from the opposite sex?
) don't know.

20. One song that's meaningful to you?
) 保护色。

21. Last person you met for the first
time?
) her.

22. What will you be doing tomorrow?
) -.- acts. ccccccccccbbbbbbbbb.

23. Ever thought of robbing a bank?
) yes lol =x

24. One thing you totally regret
doing/done recently.
) nothing

25. Do people like you?
) yeap. some.

26. What was the last game you played
on the computer?
) puzzle fighter 2 turbo.

27.The colour of your mobile phone?
) silver

28. Do you hate someone at the moment?
) no.

29. What do you wish to happen now?
) end of the world.

30. Last time you ate pizza?
) yesterday.

31. Ever been given a ring?
) nope.

32. Do people think you're weird?
) yeap.

33. Movies now showing that you hate?
) none.

34. Most important thing in your room?
) laptop.

35. Last movie watched?
) errrr oceans.

36. Last television show watched?
) like more than half a year ago.

37. Do you smile a lot?
) yeap.

38. Ever called a person useless?
) no? dont' know.

39. Are you good at hiding your
feelings?
) yeap.

2007-07-02T05:21:00.000+08:00

Two Names You Go By:
1.Coeus
2. 克雅斯。

Two Things You Are WearingRight Now:
1. red sweater
2. jeans

Two of Your Favorite Things to do:
1. Sing
2. Dance

Two Things You Want Very Badly At The
Moment:
1. go home.
2. nothing.

Two pets you had/have:
1. fish.
2. dog.

Two things you did last night:
1. drank.
2. watch movie.

Two things you ate today:
1. bread.
2. just bread.

Two people you Last Talked To:
1. sokret.
2. carolina.

Two Things You're doing tomorrow:
1. study.
2. sleep.

Two Favorite Holidays:
1. christmas.
2. and new years.

Two favorite beverages:
1. ice water.
2. coke.

Two Fav TV shows.
1. jacky wu's.
2. don't know.

Two favorite food:
1. my mum's cookings.
2. my dad's cooking.

Two of your least favorite
things to do:
1. sleep.
2. study.

Two things you want to do before you
go to sleep:
1. check mail.
2. talk to friends online.

2007-07-02T02:39:00.000+08:00

aei heeaaaaa.
got wasted LOL so funny.

anyways yesterday was quite fun.
went to someone's house to drink and play.

after that went to dae bak cause victoria wanted to go to have dinner there.
then teahut and i'm back! ^^

yes. 3 more weeks to see my laopo ^^ whahaha.
can do alot of stuffs together =x
such as... eat and play.

hmmm. gonna watch rush hour and harry potter soon.
then go back and give everyone a big SURPRISE!
so troublesome.
have to go back to the school with ah mei to get the cert.
then go new house to play!
can swim everyday. so cool.

don't you think so?
hope there's alot of fun neighbours there.
and i know xp and justin gonna keep coming to stay with me! =x

COSTA COSTA I'M COMING!
home sweet home, and new home LOL.

爱上未来的你。

2007-07-01T11:35:00.000+08:00

Rules of the game:

Each player of this game starts off with ten weird things or habits or little known facts about yourself. People who get tagged must write in a blog of their own ten weird things or habits or little known facts as well as state this rule clearly. At the end you must choose six people to be tagged and list their names. No tag backs!

1) i sing when i bath.

2) i like staying alone.

3) i like touching girl's head.

4) i like smacking girl's head.

5) i wear slippers even though i wear jeans.

6) i don't like drinking but i still do.

7) i always take girls as my younger sisters even though they're like a few years younger than me and they always call me ge ge.

8) i blast techno songs whenever i feel frustrated.

9) i love music.

10) i broke up with my girlfriend.

1: tingmedar xiao pearll.
2: er xue pin.
3: !ZJ laopo.
4: xue ying ah mei.
5: chan han.

peace homies.

i wanna go home-michael buble.

Another summer day
Has come and gone away
In Paris and Rome
But I wanna go home
Mmmmmmmm

Maybe surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel all alone
I just wanna go home
Oh I miss you, you know

And I’ve kept all the letters
that I wrote to you
Each one a line or two
"I’m fine baby, how are you?"
Well I would send them but I know that
it’s just not enough
My words were cold and flat
And you deserve more than that

Another aeroplane
Another sunny place
I’m lucky I know
But I wanna go home
Mmmm, I’ve got to go home

Let me go home
I’m just too far from where you are
I wanna come home

And I feel just like I’m living someone else’s life
It’s like I just stepped outside
When everything was going right
And I know just why you could not
Come along with me
But this was not your dream
But you always believed in me

Another winter day has come
And gone away
And even Paris and Rome
And I wanna go home
Let me go home

And I’m surrounded by
A million people I
Still feel alone
Oh, let me go home
Oh, I miss you, you know

Let me go home
I’ve had my run
Baby, I’m done
I gotta go home
Let me go home
It will all be allright
I’ll be home tonight
I’m coming back home

i wanna go home.

2007-06-30T14:33:00.000+08:00

aei heyaaaa.
joi ma.

today didn't do anything much.
just went to eat hot pot with sokret and 3 other cockroaches.
can't stand them man. so funny and doing those stupid stuffs.
they sure cheer me up a little.

sent victoria for toefl.
and went to have hotpot.
after hotpot went to pick her up and went to teahut.

and have to go accompany sokret to have his permanent hair straight thingy.
3 hours -.- oh god.
after that i don't know what we're up to then.

jaa.

anyway yes bitch. i just made my laptop. and now i can use the mouse! muahaha.

2007-06-29T12:00:00.000+08:00

ARGH. today is one of the worst days ever.
i'm serious i tell you.

laptop gone crazy.
pictures are all gone.
those pictures are my life!
more than 2000 pictures gone.
pictures of important people in my life.
sigh.
sigh.
i can just blame myself.
but i feel so sorry cause danny's stuffs are gone too.
damn.
biology project gone too.

and i called my family and girlfriend.
no one pick up.
lol.
sigh.
sigh.
don't need to sleep today already.
=(((
so sooo disappointed and sad.

2007-06-28T23:08:00.000+08:00

PRESENT.

Is your hair tied up?
yeap.

Is your phone right beside you?
yes.

Do you have bfs/gfs?
think so.

Do you wish you were somewhere else?:-
home.

Do you have plans for tonight?
nope just wanna fix my screwed up laptop right now.

What did you do last night?
nothing.

Are you wearing makeup?
nah.

Are you cold?
nope.

Are you tired?
kinda.

Are you watching television?
no tv here.

Are you wearing pajamas?
nope.

PAST.

Who was the last person you went out
with?
timmy.

Anything you regret?
currently. i regret reformatting my laptop.

Ever lied?
yes.

Ever stuck gum under a desk?
nope.

Ever kicked a friend?
yes.

Ever had your nails done?
yeap.

Ever thrown up because you cried so
hard?
nope.

Ever cried yourself to sleep?
nah.

Ever had a tattoo?
never.

Ever had piercings?
gonna have it soon.

LAST WEEK.

Had any plans last week?
ymca.

Who did you see most last week?
sokret.

TODAY.

Have you yelled at someone?
nope.

Have you gotten mad at someone?
no.

Have you cried?
not yet but i feel like LOL cause of my laptop.
someone please save me =(((

Have you called more than 3 people?
yeap. sis, sokret and danny.

Have you met more than 3 people?
more than 20.

RANDOM.

First thing you did this morning?:
checked my laptop to see if anyone msged me.

What's something you look forward to
most in the next 2 months?:
going back home.

What's annoying you right now?
laptop.

What's the last movie you saw in the
theatres?
oceans.

Do you believe in long distance
relationships?
depends. but i'm not sure if it works out though.

Where is the last place you went?:
ymca.

Who is the last person you called?
sokret.

Been cheated on?
soon.

Do you think that someone is thinking
about you right now?
nope.

Choose one to have (love, beauty,
creativity):
creativity.

Do you wish on stars?
nope. just love gazing at them.

Does it work?
nope.

Do you untie your shoes every time you
take them off?
nope.

When did you last cry?
not sure.

Do you like your handwriting?
hate it.

Are you keeping a secret?
lots.

Who's bed did you sleep in last night?
my own.

What color shirt are you wearing?
black

Do you have any pets?
nah.

What is the color of your bed sheets?
white.

What were you doing at 9 last night?
computer.

Last person you talked to?
my roommates.

When is the last time you saw your dad?
more than 6 months ago.

what was on ur left?
too many.

Ever cried on your friends shoulder?
never.

Song that makes you cry?
none.

Are you a happy person?
guess so. i appear to be one.

Is your self-esteem low?
middle.

What color are your eyes?
brown.

FUTURE.

Do you intend to get married?
yes.

Do you intend to have kids?
yes.

What are you going to name your
children?
son will be ya si
daughter will be si ya. LOL.

Do you intend to migrate?
kinda feel like.

What is your dream career?
superman.

What college or university do you want
to go to?
UFT.

sigh. i'm glad it's only 3 more weeks left.
i feel like i'm changing so much.
it seems like i can't do what i promised people.=
but i've already tried my best.
it's hard to please both sides of people so definitely one side will be happy one will be upset.
and in any point of time.
we have to make a decision.
to choose friend or girlfriend.
it's kinda hard to choose though.
someone whom you've known for a few years or someone who you've known for quite some time.
it might seem easy to choose.
of course some people would say of course i'll choose my friends because i've known them for so long.
that's why in the past i thought it's better not to have a girlfriend in this kinda situation.
hmmm why can't we have both? i don't know why too lol.

sigh shouldn't be thinking so much. killing of brain cells oh that's why i'm having headaches.
hmmm.
muscle ache too all thanks to YMCA yesterday lol.

i'm kinda afraid my friends won't get used to me when i go back LOL.

HOT SWEAR SWEAR SWEAR CB.

2007-06-28T04:55:00.000+08:00

wtf?! i just couldn't expect that to happen man.

school's seriously's stupid right now.

woke up today feeling so tired.
like feel as if i was a walking zombie, half dead.
didn't have breakfast.
make me feel so tired and the teacher told me "see this is what happens when you don't have your breakfast, not enough glucose to your brain"
and the principal was behind us watching her teach.
i still slept.

didn't bring id card. so no special bbq lunch today.
had to do what i'm best at.
getting the food without id and queuing.
i feel that i've already become a professional in doing that.

and like this korean guy like gave flowers to my sister and like asked her to be his girlfriend in pizza pizza.
and there're like more than 50 people.
everyone's clapping.
but i'm glad my sister rejected him.
those fucking korean guys, treat that guy like a dog.
it's his birthday today but the birthday bash is like too fucked up man.
i think it's even worst than a dog.

our soccer team won the hamilton's police's team.
5-4.
last year was 7-2 i think.

class feels so hot.
but the school does nothing.
they'd rather send those guys to put the plant thing rather than asking them to do something about the aircon. and there's no windows.
it's so stuffy and hard to breathe.
the class is so small, packed with like 20-30 people.
no air.
but luckily the teacher let us off early.
if not i'm gonna go crazy.

and lady in office called for me regarding the sign out stuff.
argh.

gonna go ymca later on.
so freaking hot.
don't irritate me during summer.
i feel so frustrated right now.

and my laptop. so damn slow.

bye cockroaches.

and she's not doing anything at all, not even trying.

2007-06-27T09:23:00.001+08:00

hey peeps.
summer is killing us.
so freaking hot. and i mean hot as in 41 degrees that kinda hot.
school ended early today!
even though it's just 15 minutes early.
lol.
it ended at 3.45pm.
when it was 3.30pm, i suddenly had the urge to go to pee.
but i figured that my teacher wouldn't allow me to go cause there's like only 15 minutes left till school ends.
so had to wait.
when the bell rang, i ran straight to the wash room.
whew. feel so good. LOL.

on the way to the gas station to buy some stuffs with timmy.
there was this girl prolly 18-20 who's so so so damn hot hot hot. LOL.
now this is why we love summer =x
she was washing her car.
which kinda made me remember the scene of some movie called wild things.
haha.
yeah and we're like lets just catch her and drive off with her car and ^^ LOL.

and the girls came onto the guy's bus.
and then you know you know ^^ LOL.
so the bus went to linden first then pine.

anyway showed the 2 skins that i found which are actually quite nice.
but carmen says it's like more for a girl -.-
tmd.
i actually this skin is quite nice but hmm..
maybe too yellowish.
have to wait till she's free to change my blog skin for me.
=p.
this is actually a girl's job though. LOL.
which is to help their boyfriend change skins and stuffs.
but i think it'll take more than a month.

aight off to study for biology's test tomorrow.
jaa na!

2007-06-27T09:23:00.000+08:00

2007-06-26T12:35:00.000+08:00

damn the freaking virus is killing me.
a few hundred pop ups, slowing down my laptop and hangs it.
damn damn damn.
can someone please save me =(((

2007-06-26T09:45:00.000+08:00

1. Do you know anyone in prison?
- yes.

2. Have you ever logged onto a
boyfriend/girlfriend/crush's
friendster?
- nope. they usually don't give me their passwords. their privacy though.
but i always give my girlfriend my password LOL =x

3. When is the last time you ate peanut
butter and jelly?
- more than 10 years ago.

5. Have you ever gotten naked at a
party?
- never.

6. Name someone you miss?
- can it be more?
such as David Sim, Jenny Khor, Javier Sim, Nicholas Sim.
Kelvin Chan, Aunt Pat, Janice Chan, Justin Chan, Jasmine Chan.
Uncle Cai, Aunt Judy, Terrence Tay, Kelvin Tay.
Uncle Khim, Aunt Khim, Er Zi Xian, Er Xue Pin, Er Jian Rong.
Uncle Francis, Aunt, Valerie Quek, Vincent Quek.
Ah gay, Sim Lee Hua, Jeff Sia, Sia Cheng Hong.
Jayson Sim.
LAOPO Zhi Jian.
CARMENN mei mei.
Lee Song Lim, Yi Ting, Elmo, Fish aiya all bro[x] people.
Ng Xue Ying, Chan Han. shit i think this list is gonna go on forever.

7. Are you named after a grandparent?
- nope.

8. Who loves you?
- hmmm i think those people that are listed above loves me i hope.

9. Do you throw up vulgar signs?
- no signs. just yell.

10. Have you ever broken a rib?
- almost, a few days ago lol.

11. Would you rather be a girl or a
guy?
- guy.

12. Who is the most spoiled person you
know?
- ma girlfriend.

13. Would you rather have a million
dollars or true love?
- a million dollars.
without a million dollars, i won't get true love. but i'll still be happy cause there still will be love.
lol.
even if i get true love, i will be poor. and i still won't be happy.
why not get both.
million and true love.

14. Have you ever had sex in church?
- gonna try next time. LOL =x

15. Is your boyfriend/girlfriend a
marine?
- marine? lol.

16. Do you watch the grammys?
- nah.

17. Would you ever work for the border
patrol?
- never!

18. What would you describe your last
relationship as?
- no last relationships.

19. Would you rather date someone 2
years younger or older?
- 2 years older. cause i like elder sisters.

20. What junk food are you?
- hmmm lollipop.

21. Do you have a porn collection?
- no.

24. Is your birthday on a holiday?
- yes baby! but i'll be in canada, which will not be a holiday -.-

25. Are you old enough to vote?
- not yet.

26. Do you have any friends or family
in the war right now?
- no.

27 Are you a vegetarian?
- no.

28. Do you worry about global warming?
- no. just hope the end of the world comes quicker.

29. Do you like polar bears?
- no. they're too cold.

32. What song do you want played at
your funeral?
- 死了都要爱 lol.

34. Did you lose your virginity to your
neighbor?
- nope.

35. Did or do you think your childhood
dreams will come true?
- one already came true.

36. Do you wear your
boyfriend/girlfriends clothes?!
- no.

37. What's your opinion on gold
diggers?
- cool.

38. Are you a country or city person?
- city.

39. Are you taller than 5'6"?
- yeap.

40. Do you consider yourself spoiled?
- no. i'm the best kid around. LOL =x

test!

2007-06-26T08:36:00.000+08:00

aiyo aiyo.
bu cuo oh.

so happy today despite of the damn calculus test!
whahahaha.
can't stop smiling.
you wanna know why?

nah not gonna tell you =p muahahahahahaha.
i think only my sister knows.
LOL.
haha.

good job good job.
so happy so happy so happy but i have to do my biology thing.
lin nia -.-

aight.
so later geez.

was playing games and victoria took this.
in timmy's house with my cool laptop LOL.
his house looks so comfortable right? ^^
which is like almost 2 months ago lol.

2007-06-25T03:27:00.000+08:00

1. Who knows the real you?
no one i guess.

2. Last text you received on your
mobile?
can't remember. lol. i miss using cell phone =((

3. If you could kiss anyone who would
it be?
CARMENN 斯斯斯 =x

4. What song are you listening to?
谁来爱我。

5. Who does it remind you of?
reminds me of everyone who loves me. lol.

6. Last movie you watched?
Ocean's thirteen.

7. Which of your friends lives closest
to you?
hoh. too many already lol. we live all under one roof.

8. What CD is in your stereo?
don't stereo.

9. Do you have a job?
lol. no. reminds me of a red tee shirt we saw on the magazine which shows a skeleton and a naked girl. and it says "GET A JOB" which is like a blowjob. lol.

10. What did you do yesterday?
roller bladed and watched movie.

11. What big concerts have you been to?
none.

12. Do you wear contacts or glasses?
contacts when i'm out, glass when i'm home.

13. Last person you ditched class with?
timmy 斯。and mr choup.

14. If you found out you got pregnant,
what would you do?
i would go and report to the news. and make me become so famous.
the world's first man being pregnant -.-

15. Do you trust your friends?
yeap.

16. Who was the last person to call
you?
sokret.

17. What annoys you?
girls doing some stuffs.
such as

18. Would you move to another state or
country to be with the one you love?
don't think so.

19. Next vacation you're going on?
taiwan maybe? i wanna go japan! =x

20. Do you play any instruments?
lol no.
i just know abit of guitar and piano.

21. Do you believe that everything
happens for a reason?
yes.

22. Do you want any piercings?
2 on left ear, 1 on right. 1 on tongue.
but my mum and girlfriend don't allow.
sigh.

23. Can you roll your R's?
damn well =x shows that my skills are not bad ^^

24. Did you ever go to Prom?
quite a few times ^^

this is in canada's prom.

last year's evss prom.

25. Look out the window:
trees and the cloudy blue sky.

26. What are your nicknames?
coeus, ko ya si, jie jie. kuan jie jie jie. 小红虫虫。克雅斯。

27. Last time you went to the mall?
2 days i ago.

28. Who last IMed you?
not sure.

29. What kind of music do you like?
songs for clubbing~~~ and chinese songs.

30. What was the last thing you ate?
hmmm................. chupa chups lollipop.

31. Ever snuck outta the house?
yeah. a few times lol.

32. Which of your friends would make
the best roommate?
timmy si!

33. Last thing you purchased?
calling card.

34. What's your favorite beverage?
coke.

35. Would you stop talking to your
friend if they started hooking up with
your new guy/girl?
no. i don't even care LOL =x

36. Do people ever spell your name
wrong?
yes. nak -.- spell it as coues. maybe it's because of typo.
sokret spells it as coeussssss

37. What's the last compliment you
received?
-.- best at flirting with girls -.- thank you joyce! joi ma.

38. Are you watching tv?
using pplivetv to watch shows on my laptop.

39. What are some features you find
most attractive in the opposite sex?
the leg and eyes.

40. Last time you spent the night at
someone's house?
like so many months ago.

41. When was the last time you were
extremely disappointed?
errr everyday cause my girlfriend always swear.

42. If you had the choice to pick one
person to go to the movies with who
would it be?
ma girlfriend.

2007-06-24T17:49:00.000+08:00

haha. success! finally called that little girl =x

blading!

2007-06-24T12:37:00.000+08:00

精舞门 slow version. so good.

another day just passed.
but today was better.

went roller blading.
and it was so fun.
haven't blade for like so many many years man -.-
fell down while going down hill and behind me was the huge white van lol.
almost died man.
luckily i was swift enough.
sokret fell down too.
lol.
jason was so afraid.
he's like i don't wanna play, it's too hard. i don't wanna fall.
but come on, we'll definitely fall.
even the world's most professional blader will fall sometimes too right?
it's ok to fall, just have to stand up by yourself.
so you will learn.
跌倒了，就要自己爬起来。

went to teahut to watch movie cause victoria brought her laptop down.
got to know some people from summer camp. ^^ quite cute ba.
hmmm then played show hand with those people and i won $7.50
so good right?

and now i'm back.
have to do biology research later on.
and study for calculus.

anyway i shall go.
so jaa na.

lol i thought hostel 2 was gross enough but 1 is even for screwed up.

this is the way i am. and i am, whatever you say i am.

weekends.

2007-06-24T02:19:00.000+08:00

finally weekends again.
saved me.
feel so tired.

school on friday was as usual.
boring.
after school went to jackson's to watch ocean's thirteen.

you guys should watch this show.

hostel 2 is like so damn gross man -.-

and anyway.
we don't have plans for today.
all thanks to the future shop for ending their promotion yesterday -.-
so i guess i'll just stay in my room to do my biology research.
and study for my calculus test on monday.
so jaa na.

i still can't guess it. argh i give up. kan! lol.
haha, if that's the truth then bye bye. lol.

2007-06-22T05:52:00.000+08:00

back from school.
so tiring.

so many girls got caught for wearing those damn short jeans or skirt, including my sister, victoria, jessie and some more. lol.

my teacher don't trust me anymore.
i don't know why lol.
he just told me that.
i didn't lie to him anyway -.-
i had my casual day sticker and he wanted to check.
so i asked him "you sure you wanna check?" he said yeah.
and i took my wallet to him and showed him the sticker.
wei wei came to my class and asked me for my casual day sticker.
i tried to take mine out cause i stick in onto my wallet.
it was kinda hard to remove so i just threw my wallet to him.
after awhile, he threw it back to me.
the teacher wanted to check my wallet again.
and he didn't see the casual day sticker anymore cause wei wei took it.
so he wants me to get it back from wei wei.
and so i went to his class to ask ms pasca where's wei wei and she told my teacher and i that he went to get the casual day sticker.
and bla bla bla. finally he allowed me into class.

and like carolina just realised that jen's my sister lol.
cause timmy keep telling her she's my girlfriend.
and she ask me if i have girlfriend.
lol.
that day i told her don't have.
and i just realise it after reading the chat log =x
sorry carmen =p
hmmm and i told her i have girlfriend. but it's not jen.
so funny that girl.

lol.
danny and harry skated to school.
so damn cool man.
like our residence is on the hill.
they managed to skate from the top to the bottom and to school safely lol.
just that danny fell down twice.

and wei wei and ting's so cute.
they have like exchange journal lol.
which they both share and everyday they will take turns to write it.
hmmm so sweet =)

so tired.
shall just go take a shower. jaa na.

liar -.- still say never. lin nia. lol.

my msn. don't you think it's cool? no? nah i don't care about what you think anyway muahaha. =x

coeussssssss sim.

gonna get speakers and external keyboard.
weeeee.
gonna watch pirates tomorrow maybe =x
haven't watched movies for so long.
gonna watch harry potter with sokret, maybe. LOL.
he says he wanna watch it before i go back singapore.
i was like i don't think can.
cause i promised my girlfriend to watch with her. lol.
and he says its ok. just watch with me first.
then after watching for the 2nd time, you can explain to her if she don't understand the movie. lol.

2007-06-21T05:07:00.001+08:00

a hea.
-.-

so bored so bored so bored.
tomorrow's casual day ^^

looks like... looks like my ass -.- kan.

2007-06-20T20:51:00.000+08:00

laopo your blog the latest post is 29th of june when it's only 20th today LOL.
incredible...
hmmm.

so bored, in computer lab again.
doing some research for the caffeine thing where i can try my experiments on my friends.
muahahaha.

2007-06-20T04:36:00.000+08:00

first time taking the first bus back to pine hall for so long.
feels so good.

make me feel more relaxed than in the school.

school was stressful and boring as usual.
3 hours for a course is seriously killing me.
i can never concentrate on something for more than 30 minutes.
except when i'm playing games.
studies? never. -.-

nothing much happened in school though.
the usual routine.
lol.
except that i'm always on time for class now.
lol after school i forgot to pass the birthday girl the present.
then like saw her at the door.
and gave it to her.
she's like aww you know you don't have to. i think i'm gonna cry. LOL.
cry so easily. haha.
so she wiped off her tears.
and timmy was beside.
so he's like happy birthday and took his bag.
took a pack of LAYS chip out.
and wanted to give her lol.
he said "this is for you. sorry i have no time to wrap it" lol.
damn funny.

yesterday lips were bleeding and today ear was cut.
should've listened to my friend to not french kiss to much.
sigh.

anyway off to take a shower.
so jaa na =)

hmm feel like changing blogskin. but kinda lazy to. anyone? ^^
any ideas? my password is youaredumb.

2007-06-19T11:05:00.000+08:00

2 test dead seriously.
after the calculus test. there was this girl crying. lol.
am dead, so dead.
so freaking difficult.
everyone were like shit shit shit -.-
biology same shit too.

mid term report cards gonna be so screwed up.
am still gonna try my best though. i know it's kinda late but it's never too late.

bought some food and a present for the birthday girl who's birthday's tomorrow.
went to timmy's house to have dinner.
made this ketchup rice with hot dogs plus eggs.
quite nice though.

victoria came then and sokret lied to her that the present i got was from some girls lol.
and she kept asking who who who.
i told her no. no one gave it to me cause i bought it.
and she's like oh for that girl? hasn't her birthday passed that day?
it's tomorrow.
and like she turned to tell sokret, sokret you cannot give presents to other girls. only can give your girlfriend me ok? lol.
so dumb -.-
just a friend though.

back here.
gonna study now. so jaa na =)

你和我和他之间的故事，该怎么结束。
我痛苦，你清楚，他比我幸福。

2007-06-18T23:12:00.000+08:00

hmm in school.
supposed to do some research for homework but i've done it.
she's not online. lol.

anyway test was crazy -.-
i forgot what parasympathetic and sympathetic nervous systems are.
dead -.-

and next up, calculus test.
dead again.
dead for 2 times on the first day of the week.
LOL.

anyway going back to class. so jaa na!

2007-06-18T04:03:00.000+08:00

-.- she fell asleep and after an hour came online to ask me call her again.
LOL.
that girl.

my current wallpaper.

previous one was this

all also quite nice.

so jaa na.

2007-06-18T01:57:00.001+08:00

and my guess was right -.-
she fell asleep. whahaha.
cause she came on msn to ask me to call her again.

2007-06-18T01:13:00.000+08:00

waddup g'ssss

lol that little girl, i think she got kinda high.
but she keep saying no -.-
keep laughing and laughing.
and that embarrassing thing of the hmmm pants thing uh huh uh huh.
lol so funny that girl.
and i think she passed out =x was talking till half and no reply.
call again and no one answer.
her mailbox message sound so cute, like a kid =x

off to study.

2007-06-17T22:35:00.000+08:00

yawn.
feel so tired.

went to timmy's house.
have dinner.
went pass sushi star so we went to wish the birthday girl happy birthday.
kinda embarrassing cause there was more than 10 people there and we just went in to say happy birthday and came out.
lol.

she invited me but i didn't go cause i don't know her well and i don't know her friends.
it'll be so awkward.
so i just told her i had to go to toronto and couldn't make it lol.

went back to timmy's house.
the girls rented the movie the eye 2.
they used my laptop to watch it so i just went to study for biology.
cause i've already watched the show.
it wasn't scary anyway.
the girls so -.-
they were the one that went to rent the movie and they were the ones covering their eyes and making alot of noise.
victoria was so afraid.
and like sokret keep trying to scare her.
she was so pissed off lol.
she even said sokret , if you do it one more time, i will be angry.
and we will break up just because of this movie.
lol i don't think it's so serious though -.-

came back home.
called my dad and mum.
continued studying for biology.
was so tired that i just laid on my bed and slept.
wanted to call carmen but my roommate was using the phone.

nevermind.
2 test tomorrow.
= to my death.
damn.

我陪你走到最后，能不能不要回头。

2007-06-16T14:54:00.000+08:00

wearing me out.
summer!
argh.
nevermind. 5 more weeks and i'll be back.
but when i get my results i'll be dead.

wanted to give up. but after thinking.
hmmm i didn't do my best. so i guess i should.
and that girl too.
she wanted to drop the course.
but after hearing that i'm gonna try.
she said she's gonna try her best too.
so we'll both try our best together.
cause our marks are roughly the same.
and we seriously need to buck up.

it's her birthday celebration but i can't make it. =x
sorry lol.
so like i just put "Happy Early Birthday" to her.
and she's like oh thanks, do you know how to save it on the calculator.
i'm wondering hmmm. how would i know -.-
didn't expect her to be older than me cause she looks like a kid. lol.

tomorrow will be another boring day~
but at least i can sleep in late. rest and then study. =)

oh and it'll be our 3rd month in like 9 hours more according to singapore's time.
but according to the time here, it'll be 21 more hours.

know it's my 3rd month with who?

you're right! and it's carmen which says in the picture too lol.

not forgetting d4e people! =)

the loves of my life =)

and not forgetting my laopo! if not he will bla bla bla again =x

my dear him and the cute spongebob =)

jaa na.

失去的爱用伤痛去掩盖
装坚强却还是露出破绽
为什么相爱后反而出错
谁将爱埋了定时炸弹
我们是在相识后彼此伤害
设定的痛该用什么解开
什么是天作之合
什么是不太适合
是谁将我们的爱拉开
爱对简单错很难剩离开
你靠着我却付不出关怀
爱对简单错很难剩遗憾
忘了现在需要爱
我们是在相识后彼此伤害
设定的痛该用什么解开
什么是天作之合
什么是不太适合
是谁将我们的爱拉开
爱对简单错很难剩离开
你靠着我却付不出关怀
爱对简单错很难剩遗憾
忘了现在需要爱
爱对简单错很难剩离开
你靠着我却付不出关怀
爱对简单错很难剩遗憾
忘了现在需要爱

2007-06-16T11:48:00.000+08:00

1.Are you wearing a necklace?
; nope.

2. Does your computer have a mouse?
; yeap.

3. Do you have a crush?
; no.

4. What color is your shirt?
; dark blue.

5. What song are you listening to?
; 你我他 by 康康。

6. What was the last mall you've been
to??
; limeridge mall.

7. Are you alone?
; no.

8. Do you have any older siblings?
; 2 brothers 1 sister.

9. What is the last thing you ate?
; chicken.

10. Who was the last person to come
over to your house?
; don't know.

11. Who was the last person to call
you?
; sokret.

12. Who was the last person who
texted?
; can't remember.

13. What should you be doing?
; studying.

14. Who is the last person who IMed
you?
; don't know.

15. Did you go out to eat yesterday?
; hmmm... let me think. yes. lol.

16. What are you thinking about
right now?
; should i watch goal2 now?

17. What color are your pants?
; white.

18. What color is your keyboard?
; black.

19. What do you feel like
eating/drinking?
; coke.

20. Are you in college?
; Columbia International College ^^

21. What is the last thing you
wrote?
; the girl's email.

22. Are you bored?
; nope, i'm coeus. are you?

23. How many teeth do you have?
; not sure. never count.

24. Do you wear glasses?
; yeap. when i'm at home and contacts when i'm out.

25. What color are your shoes?
; brown.

26. Last thing you drank?
; ice water.

27. What are you doing right now?
; this thing, chatting with the birthday girl.

28. What are the last words you
said?
; yes baby, me too. to sokret cause when i was leaving his room he told me, good night baby i love you. lol.

29. Do you have clothes on?
; yeap.

30. Best part about today?
; seeing someone and it's friday!

31. If you could be anywhere right
now, where would it be?
; COSTA! the new house in singapore ^^

32. Do you like llamas?
; no?

33. Do you have a cut on your
pointer finger?
; yes.

34. Where is your cell phone?
; beside me.

35. Do you have any friends named
Robbie?
; nope.

36. Do you have any friends named
Nikki?
; yes.

37. Do you have any friends named
Mary?
; no.

38. What were you doing last night?
; let me think. was in teahut yesterday though.

BLUE IS LOVE
1. Do you love someone?
yes. alot of someone's.

2. Do you believe in love at first
sight?
maybe not.

3. Do you believe in Love?
i think so? lol. let's see.

RED IS ANGER
1. Are you currently mad at someone?
no -.-

2. Which of your family members has the
worst temper?
my dad of course lol.
swearing every time and even calling me a ... lol.

3. Have you ever thrown something at
anyone?
always. =x

4. Is anyone mad at you?
i think maybe yes?

5. Are you usually mad?
nope.

6. When you're mad do you prefer to
stare angrily or yell?
keep quiet.

YELLOW IS SELF DISCOVERY
1. Name:
Coeus.

2. Birthday:
20th october.

4. Do you want to have children?
lots.

5. When do you want to die?
50-60.

ORANGE IS EXCITEMENT
1. Has anyone ever thrown a surprise
party for you?
yes my second brother nicholas si and his girlfriend cammy si =x
first ever birthday cake. lol.

2. If you won a million dollars, what
would be your first thought?
buy a car, an apartment. give some to my parents.

4. If you could have anything right
now what would it be?
my girlfriend, d4e.

GREEN IS OPINIONS
1. Are you against gay marriage?
yes. don't ask why. i just, am against it.

2. Lower the drinking age?
YES -.- 18, 19 -.- tmd.
just make it 12 man.

3. Abortion?
no. hurts the body.

4. Jesus?
don't know. am not christian though.

PURPLE IS Q&A
Q: how many beds did you lay in today?
let me count. 4.

Q: What color shirt are you wearing?
dark blue.

Q: Name one thing that you do everyday?
sleep.

Q: How much cash do you have on you
right now?
0.

Q: Look to your left.
chips, deodorant, contact lens solution, water bottle, perfume, cell phone, camera.

Q: What website(s) do you visit the
most during the day?
my blog.

Q: Does anything hurt on your body
right now?
my left arm. cause there's a love bite there. lol.

Q: Do you own a picture phone?
yes.

Q: Recent time you were really upset?
errr. 2 days ago.

GRAY IS TODAY
1. What are you doing tonight?:
watch movies.

2. What are you going to eat?:
nothing.

BROWN IS FOR TOMORROW
1. Is:
saturday.

2. Are you Looking forward to it?
yes.

3. Are you going to laugh?
maybe? lol.

feel so happy today. don't know why.
maybe because it's friday.
summer semester seriously is killing me.

went to timmy's house and felt so tired.
and slept lol.

have to work hard from now! =)

情歌的词何必押韵
就算我是k歌之王
也不见得把爱情唱得完美
只能说我输了

peace out homies.
也许是你怕了

2007-06-15T12:35:00.000+08:00

哎哟，哎哟，不错哦。
还蛮吊的。

sigh.
school was boring.
but the time seemed to past so fast today.
which is kinda good though lol.
so tired.
went to teahut to study with those people again.

lol the girl so cute.
keep pestering me and asking me some questions that are hard to answer.
feels like my younger sister.

watch the 1st minute.
so touching.
the way he sing.
awwww. so good.

anyway feel kinda happy today even though it's kinda tiring.
muahahahahaha.
good job sokret ;) ^^

今天晚上，我喝了酒。
点一根烟，对自己说。
你跟本就没爱过我。
我又何必，苦苦强求。
从今以后，孤单寂寞。
我愿意独自，一个人承受。
因为爱你，给你自由。
我想这样，已经足够。
其实你早就，该里开我
其实我早就，该放手。

陈家的公主。 lol.

2007-06-14T12:44:00.000+08:00

Rule #3:
Only answer Yes or No

Q: Kissed someone on your top friends?
A: yes?

Q: Been arrested?
A: no.

Q: Kissed someone you didn't like?
A: yes.

Q: You like someone?
A: yes.

Q: Held a snake?
A: yes.

Q: Been suspended from school?
A: no.

Q: Been fired from a job?
A: no.

Q: Sang karaoke?
A: yes.

Q: Done something you told yourself you
wouldn't?
A: yes

Q: Laughed until you started crying?
A: yes.

Q: Caught a snowflake on your tongue?
A: yes.

Q: Kissed in the rain?
A: no.

Q: Sang in the shower?
A: yes.

Q: Sat on a roof top?
A: yes.

Q: Been pushed into a pool with all
your clothes on?
A: yes. on my farewell party by d4e -.-

Q: Broken a bone?
A: no.

Q: Shaved your head?
A: yes.

Q: Played a prank on someone?
A: yes.

Q: Had/have a gym membership?
A: no.

Q: Made a girlfriend/boyfriend cry?
A: yes? =x

Q: Shot a gun?
A: no.

Q: Donated Blood?
A: no.

Q: Had your heart broken?
A: no.

Q: Broken someone's heart?
A: no.

~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~~

"Who was your last?"
just be 100% truthful

LAST PERSON.

1. You hung out with?
A: timmy and sokret.

2. You were in a car with?
A: sokret and timmy.

3. Went to the movies with?
A: sokret, joyce, victoria, timmy.

4. Went to the mall with?
A: sokret and timmy.

5. You talked on the phone?
A: carmen.

6. Made you laugh?
A: carmen.

7. You hugged?
A: sokret.

8. You cried to?
A: sokret?

WOULD YOU RATHER...?

1. Pierce your nose or tongue?
A: tongue.

2. Be serious or be funny?
A: serious.

3. Drink whole or skim milk?
A: whole?

4. Die in a fire or get shot?
A: get shot.

ANSWER TRUTHFULLY...

1. Sun or moon?
A: moon.

2. Winter or Fall?
A: winter.

3. Left or right?
A: left.

4. Sunny or rainy?
A: rainy.

6. Where do you live?
A: ontario hamilton.

7. Favorite Song?
A: the song playing on my blog.

8. Do you want to get married?
A: yes.

9. Do you twirl your spaghetti or cut
it?
A: twirl.

10. Where's 11 and 12?
A: dead.

13. Do You Cook?
A: do but seldom though.

IN THE LAST 48 HOURS HAVE YOU...

1. Kissed someone?
A: no.

2. Sang?
A: yes.

3. Been hugged?
A: no.

5. Danced Crazy?
A: no.

6. Cried?
A: No.

7. Liked someone you can't have?
A: yes lol.

shit how did my mum find out? or was she just testing me.